i logged back onto wattpad to give a one direction update because originally this account started with me reading 1D fanfics and it's how i found like almost all my online friends, including my best best friend who i love more than anything. and it's just so crazy and mind boggling because 3.5 years ago i used to be logging onto this app every single day, updating, replying, talking to everyone.
and so much has changed in those past few years. i took so many chances and did so many crazy stuff with my life and am still doing so. im hardly on here because life is literally so busy and im doing things for my career and making new people and learning new things and alhamdullilah. life literally FLIPPED like i have new additions to my family and a new hairstyle and aesthetic and room and school and friends and literally just everything.
so to my old 13 year old self who used to sit in her room crying in the dark with wattpad open somewhere feeling all alone and to anyone else who feels the same way. life doesn't get better but you learn how to deal with it. and you make so many more happy new memories and so many more amazing things are to come your way. so in that sense, it does get better.
i miss it so much. i miss you guys too. the summer of 2021 was my wattpad era and it will forever be one of my favourites and engrained into my memory. i love you guys, it's dumb how a stupid app has one of my best memories but yeah <3
