k_kae-

Sometimes I wanna be cheeky and use old af forms for applyfics that aren’t around anymore  (gone but not forgotten  :pensive:)  and revamp it for another af that I wouldn’t have to do much extra for . . .
          	
          	Sigh but then the thoughts come back-  :sob:

k_kae-

@psxchopomp-   •   But my OCs usually aren’t liked by others. Yours are amazing, Lai /gen. So don’t be so hard on yourself! <3
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k_kae-

@psxchopomp-   •   That’s what I meant- Just revamp meaning adding in af specific questions  (like opinions and other stuff)  :sob:
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psxchopomp-

Connie’s been around a time or two but luckily ppl like him (?) might just be wishful thinking tbh…	(╥_╥)
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k_kae-

Sometimes I wanna be cheeky and use old af forms for applyfics that aren’t around anymore  (gone but not forgotten  :pensive:)  and revamp it for another af that I wouldn’t have to do much extra for . . .
          
          Sigh but then the thoughts come back-  :sob:

k_kae-

@psxchopomp-   •   But my OCs usually aren’t liked by others. Yours are amazing, Lai /gen. So don’t be so hard on yourself! <3
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k_kae-

@psxchopomp-   •   That’s what I meant- Just revamp meaning adding in af specific questions  (like opinions and other stuff)  :sob:
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psxchopomp-

Connie’s been around a time or two but luckily ppl like him (?) might just be wishful thinking tbh…	(╥_╥)
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k_kae-

Sometimes I feel like what I create is stupid. I share something, and odds are that they just (blatantly) ignore it. Sometimes I wonder why I even create things. Sometimes I wonder why I hold so much personal meaning for certain people’s opinions, only to get crushed in the end. Because if they don’t find it cool, what’s the point? 
          
          Lol, I’m hilarious /s

Apsell

@k_kae- Yeah, this is real. I have a lot of the same feelings about anything I create and I've been trying to adapt it to whatever the people around me prefer for years, even though that rarely gets anything past a generic compliment. It's probably a more common struggle than you'd think? I'm sure people love the things you create. I haven't even seen that much of it and I know I do
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k_kae-

I wouldn’t even care if they were lying, and that’s the sad part. Seeing others genuinely like others things but then nothing towards me. I know I sound … whatever, but I can’t help it. That’s how I feel.
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k_kae-

I wish maybe, just maybe, someone would just tell me they liked what I did. I’m so tired of feeling like this.
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k_kae-

No one probably cares, but hey yinz! I’m probably not going to be on Wattpad  (or at least this account)  anymore or rarely check up on that one applyfic that I’m dedicated to … even if I haven’t been very active. And I’m genuinely sorry!! Things have been … crazy.
          
          I’m trying to be casual while typing this, but it’s hard for me to say "I’m not happy right now" without making it sound like a cry for help  :sob:  But I just … am not happy here. When I log into this account, it feels like I’m walking into something toxic. No one did this! Just … I guess I’m not proud of my projects and my progress on here. I feel like I’m a waste of space here a lot of the time. That’s why I disappear a lot, because I don’t know how to explain how I’m feeling. Why bother people when you can just keep it to yourself? It’s a toxic trait of mine. But sometimes it’s hard to reach out to people when you feel like they .. don’t care.
          
          Sometimes I question how my mutuals could even want to be friends with me when I have so 75 followers and they all have 100+. Restarting would just make me feel like more shît. Though, I think I need it. 
          
          I’m going to have two accounts. @k_bug-  (roleplay account)  and @k_fox-  (writing account). Anyone who follows me on either there, with get a follow on here. 
          
          I just want to try something new and see if it’ll work out in the end. I want 2025 to be the year I work on being the best me that I can be. So, if you’re interested in supporting me, drop a follow to whatever interests you!! I’d love to have you!! Truly! Thank you!! But if you’re done with me, I completely understand.
          
          I hope everyone has an amazing day/night!! If I won’t be seeing you again, then I wish you the best in life <333
          
          
          
                   •  Kae ˚ ༘ *

k_kae-

@psxchopomp-   •   AHHHH!!! LAI!!!! I love you so much/srs, thank you for the boost of confidence!!! You’re the best, and no matter how many times you say it, it’ll never get old. I need someone to get it through my thick skull  :sob:  and your perfect for it/pos  <3333
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psxchopomp-

@k_kae- — KAE- I mean this in the most genuine and loving way possible, please do whatever the hell you want. I say this way too much but do what YOU want because you don’t owe anybody anything, babes! These are your passions and you are fully entitled to doing whatever you want with them, whenever, wherever, and however the f*ck you see fit. 2025 WILL be your year love, I just know it <333
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Alice_McGarden

@k_kae-  <33
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k_kae-

I feel so bad when I ‘ignore’ people’s messages when I’m tired-
          
          You are awesome, I love you so much, and I swear I’m not ignoring you, I just know I’m so blegh when I’m tired and I don’t want to plague you with anything bad juju or vibes when I can easily sleep it off and instead give that sweet sweet refreshing positivity tomorrow (or next week-/j) :sob:

k_kae-

I really want to be fun, but I end up just staring at my phone screen questioning my life choices/hj
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