Hey guys.
I have taken time to think about what I am going to do with my book. At first, it was like this Eureka idea that I got really into writing. Over time, the interest slowly died down and I know that somewhere in me still has that drive but currently, I've just been feeling wrong when writing this. I think it first started with deadlines. Just the term itself makes me feel like this is more of a chore than a hobby or dream.
I will not sugar coat this and say that I've been busy these past few months, I haven't been. I can't also say I'm savouring the summer before school because I've had multiple instances where I just got so bored within the comfort of my own home and yet still didn't have the drive to write a chapter and even visit my book.
I'm taking down my book and taking a break from Wattpad. I hope you guys understand. I need to work on myself, find a rhythm. Hopefully, I won't think of this as a burden anymore. It's a little hard for me to take this down because I was so excited when starting it. I've always dreamt of starting and completing a book, but my mentality right now just can't take it.
I hope you guys understand. There's nothing to blame for this. Just the fact that I've lost interest, and that's something I need to build up once more. I hope to republish my book, but sadly I cannot estimate a specific time because saying that would speak as a deadline in my head. If there's one thing I can't stand, deadlines break my thoughts and scramble them apart. I believe writing comes from thoughts that you leave to wander in your head until the time is right to bring them out.
I can promise you this, though. By the time I will be republishing this book all chapters will be complete. Hopefully, by that time, another one of my ideas will make its way onto paper. I'm still debating whether I should post one-shots as those types of books don't really need long plots. Again, still in the making.
I can't thank you enough for your support.
