mayamaybe29

I turned 19 today *speechless and confused*
          	uh so yeah I’m alive and can’t believe I’m here and that I’m not 16 still…? Cause I feel 16 and somehow I’ve turned 19. I am unwell.

mayamaybe29

Happy new years to everyone,
          I had my “december canon event” as my friend called it, and I start out with new struggles and new grief into the new year. I’ve not had it easy and this is by far the most gut wrenching and painful year since 2020 idk what to say but I apologize for being inactive but I’m just so unwell mentally that I just can’t bring myself to write anymore.
          
          Anyway, I hope (for everybody else) for much happiness, health and strength for everyone out here in 2026 and see you then <3

mayamaybe29

guys i am so sorry for not being active on here. My summer holidays will start soon, school's done for this year and I've been so stressed (chronic stress really) by keeping up my grades, private life, studying and mental issues, that I didn't find the energy or inspiration to write for half this year. I was truly truly busy and very lost like oml life is exhausting. So, I'm sorry to whoever is still on here. That I wasn't writing. I'm really trying. And I'll write more come summer break. Thanks xoxo

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I know shit isn't funny when you turn 18 tomorrow I-

fleurlify

@mayamaybe29 happy birthday!<3 don't stress over things too much, ur young, go enjoy life and have some fun. it can be tough sometimes but i learned that u just gotta shake it off and keep ur head high so u can experience the good stuff
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mayamaybe29

@now-im-haunted thank youuuu, this is very sweet and reassuring ♡
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now-im-haunted

@mayamaybe29 happy birthday❤️ i promise that 18 isn't as scary as you might think, there comes a feeling of freedom with turning that age, it's scary as hell to get older but also liberating in a certain way, if anything it's something to look forward to bc the frontal lobe develops with 25
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mayamaybe29

Guys what do we think of Dune?

mayamaybe29

@ archontesdiary  <33
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archontesdiary

@mayamaybe29 I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT WAITT i genuinely need more dune crossover fics! They are so interesting to read and it gives more depth + ideas to create with crossover fanfics. 
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mayamaybe29

@archontesdiary noooo because I loved it too. A little late but I watched both movies for the first time last Sunday and I'm enamored with the world, and I plan to read the books soon. So, fanfic maybe soon? But not just any Dune fanfic. But a crossover. I've already thought about a VERY interesting one...
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Evar_Black_star

mayamaybe29

@ Areen_star02  hi, I'll definitely look into it when I have the time <3
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mayamaybe29

     People, I know it may be considered childish or some stuff (I'm almost 18 for God's sake but I couldn't care less) BUT I REALLYYY wanna write a my little pony fanfiction.
          
               Like, idk about you all but I love rewatching my old childhood movies and shows that I once delighted in and... like, I kinda fell into a rabbit hole and I've rewatched most of the seasons and I just cried because I've always wanted to be in that world and I'd imagine I'd be so so cool to write about a pony in the mlp universe: like it'd be such a dream. Like, I can't always write about serious stuff and all. I NEED MY MY PONIES, LIKE MY ONE BOOK WHERE I CAN WRITE WHENEVER I WANT AS A COMFORT.
          
               What do you think? I mean I can literally do anything on here but imma need support (If you're gonna hate then don't comment please)

118-whoreforhim

@mayamaybe29 no, because I’ve actually thought of doing the exact same thing and doing my little pony fan sick because I feel like it’s very necessary.
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mayamaybe29

Guys, how do you like your main characters to be, personality-wise? Like, as an example: I like my main characters to be noble, thoughtful, clever and brave. And you?

mayamaybe29

@ Silmarilz1701  that's very true! And a beautiful perspective you've got on it <3
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Silmarilz1701

@mayamaybe29 Depends on the story! Some stories I love reading full on villains. Sometimes the same as yours. Sometimes it's kind of fun to read the sassy, slightly arrogant character with a heart of gold. Other times the quiet shy ones. As long as they've got an interesting 'voice' I'm all for it.
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