@GooseTheBunny thank you <3 I'll try and give that a go, I want a new name because I'm kinda uncomfortable with mine but I haven't looked at any names yet and I don't wanna pick something like 'leaf' or other names like that (nothing against non-binary people who like and have those kind of names, I just personally want a more traditional name, also, any suggestions would be appreciated) I'm just a bit nervous to talk to people about this thanks for the advice though! I might meet up with a specific friend to talk about it alone because I never really got the chance to talk about it without loads of her friends there (who I'm not great friends with) and I didn't wanna do it with them there, but it's half term for me now and I have plenty of free time to meet up with friends separately. Thanks for support, it's very validating <3333