𝕢𝕦𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕖𝕣 ✭

also I forgot to mention but PEAK THEME EEEEEEEEE ><

ty for the follow!!

mrow:3 hru doing quarter ? <3

i might be active again soon? not sure tho- if i am, updates are probably gonna take a while but like whatever TvT ill figure it out, ill mostly be focusing on reading updates to a few specific fics im reading and writing more of "One More Time" :D also should i cosplay azure or two time? (i already have an old unfinished two time cosplay that i could revive)

I realized i havent talked to u in a while so im saying hi
          hia :3 :waves and hugz if wanted:

Quarter, you don’t have to vote on every chapter, yk that right? 

boo!!!! 
          hehe hai 0v=

srry idk i needed to get it off my chest

for the record im not gonna do anything stupid. im not gonna hurt myself or kms.

TW: VENT
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          "are you okay?"
          
          not rlly kinda wanna break smth and by kinda i mean i am on the verge of doing so and by break smth i mean kms, but im not going to, because that would mean i lose, and he wins, and fuck that shit so now my mind is full of visions of him lying dead and i cant shake this unmistakable feeling of joy when i picture it and then i know that im too far gone, because he is legitimate the only person i know personally that i would be happy if he died. but i shouldnt be thinking that. i shouldnt be thinking that way about anyone, and i feel like he must be right, but he cant be right, because then i lose and he wins and, again, fuck that shit, so then it goes to thoughts that decide that i should just cut myself off, but then i lose and he wins AGAIN, and i cant skip the party to get away from him because you need me there and i want to be there for you, so the only thing that could help with that is if he didnt go, but he wont not go, because why wouldnt he? because he can handle this, and i cant, so im losing and hes winning and fuck. that. shit.
          
          i just dont know what to do with the sick feeling in my stomach.
          
          im just tired.
          
          and im just scared, because a lot of the time my anger is stronger than my love. and i love you more than anything. i just dont want my anger to make me do anything stupid like usual.
          
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          "im doing well, sorry for not responding, i was busy for a second. didnt mean to worry you lol- wbu?"