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; i swear im not dead u guys ,,, cb !!
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; i swear im not dead u guys ,,, cb !!
; i swear im not dead u guys ,,, cb !!
you know i don't, like, care, right ??
*/ coming out !!
── .ᐟ @richmouths , 'oh'. i was getting called lesbotron in l.a, man. { konnie echoes, watching her father with more than a little amusement rather than the poor reaction her father seems to have expected. a small part of her — the part that wants so desperately to know about Before — feels the question of her mother and whatever love was there tugging at her sleeve, but if she asks... she can focus elsewhere, is the point. } what, you thought i'd be pissed ?? you're my dad. ( .. ) i mean, if you have shit taste, that's one thing. but i don't think you do.
@scarreddreams- ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ oh. [ maybe richie should have guessed. was it obvious that she wasn't straight? has it been obvious that HE isn't straight? richie wonders, and almost starts pacing back and forth again, the way he'd been doing just moment before his defeated attempt to calm her. ] this.. changes things. shit, i was prepping for, like, the total opposite reaction.
── .ᐟ @richmouths , i'm gay, dude. { with a small snort konnie shifts her knees up, pulling her knees up to rest her arms across. } i should've guessed i got it from somewhere. i love her, but mom was a straight ass line. ( .. ) seriously, i'm not gonna be weird about it !!
i already lost mom. i'm not losing you.
*/ post spider head :") she went apeshit on that thing
── .ᐟ @richmouths , i'd make 'em put something cool. maybe say you saved me from a huge fucking alligator instead. { despite how much she usually enjoys trying to find the humor in times like these, konnie can't pretend she isn't still replaying the moment over and over. it's ceaseless, this fear, and perhaps it's the need to remember that it's only in her head that brings konnie to an immediate collapse in her father's arms. } promise. i need you to promise. ( .. ) please.
@scarreddreams- ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ shit. i'd hate to die a shitty death. that'd be the worst fucking thing to have on my headstone. [ richie pulls her towards him, arms immediately wrapping around konnie. ] i won't be leaving you, kiddo.
── .ᐟ @richmouths , { konnie is silent as she stares at her father, chest still heaving with the force it took to throw her entire tiny body into the attack. she was more afraid then than she's been in her entire life, shaking all the way down to her fingers in the aftermath... but she still smiles, if only a little, in the face of her father's humor. } i saved you from a lame ass death certificate, too. "eaten by a spider in a crackhead house" — god, i'd have to defend your memory forever :/
mmph... ?? ( .. ) oh. 'm not tired. hit play.
*/ says the sleepiest liar in the land !!
── .ᐟ @richmouths , i was appreciating the audio quality. { a believable lie that's only backed up by how konnie pushes against richie's side, eyes already beginning to flutter as she holds her father's arm. } it's very- { a yawn. } -crisp. you got a crisp tv. gotta get your money's worth.
@scarreddreams- ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ kons, i just saw you have your eyes closed throughout all of this last movie. we can seriously turn it off if you want.
"For once in you life, can you (please) have some sensitivity?"
@viewvillages ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ okay, i meant that, tic. besides, half this town doesn't even have any sensitivity either.
i'm gonna give you rabies if you don't shut the fuck up :/
*/ they're best friends guys (/srs i fear)
; cb && drop i swear im not dead !!
your actual jokes are funnier. why d'you need some bullshit ghostwriter ??
── .ᐟ @richmouths , that's what i mean !! { konnie flashes a toothy grin as she peeks over the cover of her book again, lightly kicking at his thigh at the reasoning. } guessing the fine print said he's not as good as someone who actually knows their shit. seriously, dad, you don't need him.
@scarreddreams- ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ why thank you, thank you very much. [ an attempt at an elvis impression fills the air, a sigh emitting his lips as he closes his eyes. ] but he's cheap. thats the other thing saving him. didn't read the fine print.
── .ᐟ @richmouths , please. you're funnier than that fucker when you're not even trying. { with a casual hum konnie kicks her legs up onto her father's lap, flipping through her book casually. } the least they could do is find a better one. the only thing saving that shit is your delivery. */ she's her dad #1 fan btw !!
you fucking *left me.*
@scarreddreams- ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ well, i did it anyways! i thought it was better that you weren't with me! i fuck up everything, i didn't want to do that to you, too— / that's / why i left! [ richie almost feels like he can't do anything. breathe, look at his daughter, not even cry. everything is so slow and yet so fast. ] i came back / because / i care for you so much. you're strong as fuck, kiddo. i’m fucking surprised you don't look like you're gonna shit your pants every minute you’re here! [ he's trying to cheer himself up, at this point. he laughs at his own comment, hands running through his hair. then he sighs. ] i made a mistake, and that was nearly leaving this shithole, with you still in it. konnie, i know i suck shit at being a dad— which still sounds weird coming out of my mouth— but i'm not leaving from here on out. if i leave again, you can kill me instead of that fuckass clown. ; can we tell he 's not good at comfort ,,,
── .ᐟ @richmouths , { gritting her teeth and toughing it out is the one thing konnie told herself she could do. she can handle the truth; painful or not, she can at least tell herself that mom didn't raise a little bitch who can't handle being told what's what. if dad loves her, if he doesn't, she can figure it out— but now, in the face of a new hurt, konnie's vision is blurred with tears and what little world she has left seems to be growing ever smaller. } you can't say that. you– you can't fucking leave me and say it's 'cause you love me, dad! you can't do that! { the tears pooling at the corners of her eyes spill out before konnie has a chance of stopping them, burning with the force she's been containing them with this entire time. } you are the ONLY goddamn person i have left. the only one, and– and if you're not here, i have NO ONE!
@scarreddreams- ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ [ this is why he left. so he wouldn't have to face her pain, when it comes. so his heart wouldnt rip in half the moment she experiences even an ounce of pain. he bites the inside of his bottom lip. upon hearing his daughter ask her question, something in him practically snaps. he's not mad, but he won't hold back anymore. ] of course i give a shit about you, konnie! i've been giving a shit since you sprang up on my doorstep! give too many about you, actually— THAT'S why i .. why i left.
... he reminds me of mom, y'know.
*/ clock him baby !!
── .ᐟ @richmouths , fourteen years. i got photos if you need a refresher, man. { konnie is careful to keep her voice light as she keeps an eye on her dad, trying to lean into the casual vibe that seems to have imploded the moment they entered derry. } i mean, it's not a bad thing. i like him. ( .. ) were you guys super close back then ??
@scarreddreams- ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ what? [ richie is not a complete idiot. but he is slow, and defensive over his personal matters. his.. relationship, his reasoning behind his dynamic with eddie, is one of them. ] of course i do! it's just .. been a while. and that's on top of being an amnesiac getting his childhood memories back. [ and he was focused on eddie. more than almost anything else. 27 years really takes its toll. ] oh. i guess they are.
── .ᐟ @richmouths , seriously ?? { jesus christ. she knows that actually saying what's become very obvious to her wouldn't exactly be accepted right now if he's at this level of blind, but apparently even mincing her words will make it too blunt. } don't you remember what mom looked like ?? or how much of a smartass she... ( .. ) was ?? ( .. ) look, i lived with her for twelve years. they're practically the same. */ gay dad && lesbian daughter !!
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