ryver bind

Gosh I feel like a toxic ex making this post, I could spend HOURS telling you all about the crazy shit that has been happening in my life, but I won’t. The TLDR basically is that I have a strict bedtime of 9pm, work 12 hours a day, have a house and a car and an amazing bf that helps me get through this career slump, and absolutely no free time at all.
          	
          	I’ve missed out on so much and left you guys high and dry and I really am sorry. I’ve apologized at least a thousand times and it’s so pathetic that I’m doing it again with nothing to show my remorse. The only reason I’m even getting this out is because I’m off tomorrow and we’re snowed in. 
          	
          	I have been trying to work on an update and shockingly it’s almost finished! I’m just afraid to post it because starting from scratch on a brand new chapter sounds nauseating. I would hate to leave yall on an indefinite cliffhanger. I’ll post it anyway tho, hopefully soon. 
          	
          	In other news, my boyfriend is hot and plays guitar (ISNT THIS EVERYTHING IVE EVER WANTED) and he’s been hounding me to get back with yall asap because he empathizes with yall. Like, author, DO YOUR JOB FOR THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOUR WORK HELLO? So he’s started creating guitar for some of FF’s songs❤️ I can’t wait to record some and show you guys
          	
          	Last but not least, I am over the moon and completely flabbergasted at 200k. Never in my LIFE did I think I’d see that number on one of my works. I have no words— clearly, seeing as I haven’t updated in over 365 days LMAO. But seriously, thank you all. I am endlessly grateful and so desperately filled with love for all of you. I wish I could say more, I wish there were thoughts and words. Thank you for following me on this journey, thank you for having faith in me even when I lose it all for myself, thank you for understanding, thank you for being patient, and thank you for still loving me. 
          	
          	Kisses, ryver lilies <3