⋆｡°✩ Jamie ✩° ｡⋆

I think I may be slipping into the previous version of myself where I was 100% constantly thinking about misery and nothing else.
          
          Like, I want to be more sad. I wanna go back to six years ago where we were all stuck inside and depressed, because at least I was feeling something instead of just numbness.
          
          Legitimately, I’ve been rereading Heat Waves over and over again simply because of the relatability of how Dream is written in it (I don’t support the creators featured in the fanfic).
          
          Obsessive desperation, misery, tragedy, shame. I miss when that was me. I miss when that was more than just a fanfiction about YouTubers to me. I miss when I enjoyed things.
          
          I miss depression. Y’know?

Chat are stretch marks SUPPOSED to be itchy????

Slowly dying inside the longer I’m single </3

CHAAATTTT MY BIRTHDAY IS FRIDAY RHAHSJDJDJDJDJD

Hey guys :]
          
          Content warning for what I’m about to say, I just desperately need to tell someone so I don’t cry about it.
          
          I went to bed at 8 PM.
          I woke up at 12:30 AM.
          I saw my mum was going to a family friends house and asked if anyone wanted to come in the family GC.
          My dad pulled a g*n on her.
          I said yes, I do want to go.
          I rushed to get dressed, not even asking why she was leaving on Sunday, since usually she doesn’t stay over anywhere on Sundays because school.
          I text asking if she’s in the car.
          She said she left already.
          I feel incredibly betrayed.
          I miss her, having not seen her since 7 AM.
          I’m scared because my dads a drunk maniac with a bunch of g*ns.
          
          I can’t sleep. Well, more like I don’t want to. I don’t want to miss anything important. I want to make sure my sisters are okay. My mums okay. 

yo it has been a WHILE. hru man?

CHAT I FOUND THE ANIMATIC. It was a lust sans x dance sans animatic with the song “Happier” by Marshmello, animatic posted by Mc Goat.
          
          I’ve been looking for that song for so long, oh my gods. I’m so glad I finally found it.

Chat did anyone ever see an Undertale animatic on YT about 2 sanses from different AU’s, and there was this song about su1c1d3 and I think they were in love or something. It started with one of em in the hospital, I think?
          
          I’m trying to find the video so I can find the song but idk who to ask :sob:

You know, I’m gonna be so serious right now.
          
          I was a BillDip shipper.
          
          But I have no idea why people didn’t go with BillFord. It makes way more sense, is morally correct, and is technically canon.
          
          Why did people ship a 13-year-old boy with a 1,000-year-old demon??????????
          
          I was a strange person.

To my fellow Gravity Falls fans, I have a VERY important question.
          
          How THE FUCK does Bill’s world even work? Like, they’re 2D so how would Bill’s parents… like… make him…?
          
          Actually, better question. How do LITERAL SHAPES procreate?????
          
          Thank you for your time.