I'm on the phase of wanting to just disappear once again. It's happening ako'y lately, before it only happens once a year. You know I'm conflicted on wanting to finish my degree or just disappear in this world hahahahaha. I think all the things that I do just makes my parents suffer. I wanted to kill myself for a long time now but I don't want to add trauma on my mother and my aunty who has a son that committed suicide 8yrs ago.