ohmygod, i'm so sorry, I didn't realise that people were still reading it and actually liking it, i'm sorry that I deleted it, but unfortunately I don't have any motivation to write it anymore and in all honesty, I didn't have any clue as to how i'd continue writing it and what would happen in the end... :/
maybe one day, if I ever feel motivated to write it again and actually know where it is going to lead to, i'll put it back up again :)