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Read: I’ll be stepping away for an indefinite hiatus.
My mental health has been so fucking awful in the past few months, and the cumulative weight of uni and personal circumstances has become overwhelming and led me to seek for professional health; I fear that I can’t gaslight myself anymore that I’m okay and feed myself some toxic positivity that “it’ll get better soon”.
With that being said, I will be inactive for the foreseeable future, and there will be no updates from me during this period of time.
Maybe by then, if healing has truly found me; the colors I once saw through those gentle, lovely lenses will gradually permeate the darkness that has long seeped to my sight—and fill the hollow spaces where that dark cloud had made its home.