About those chapters you were posting about 7 hours ago, You deserve better than him anyway. I don't even know you and I can tell you that you deserve so much better than that d*ckwad who lied about loving you. You are beautiful, you do have a meaning and a purpose, you are loved. And you deserve someone kind, and honest, and strong enough for the both of you. Please tell me you're still breathing, please tell me you're not gone yet. Because every person who is born, is born with a purpose. And nobody's and everybody's simultaneously, is death. The question is, will you keep pushing through? Will you take the leap and try to find your other purpose and the person you were meant to find? Or will you let the world cave in around you? Will you end it all? Will you let everything you've ever worked for, everything you've ever loved, everything you've ever dreamed of come crashing at your feet? Each task is equally daunting, the question is "which path will you take?" I personally like the first one much more, it's grim and dark and lonely at first. But it eventually becomes more colorful and friendly than the second choice.
