✯\\Lost in the Woods\\✯

twenty two

I stared at my trembling hands as I remembered the incident.

Eric was killed.

Not by just anyone but my friend.

I laid onto the bed and covered myself. Sunwoo gave me some privacy once we came back from my house.

But I couldn't sleep no matter what. I kept on remembering the gun shot that shot Eric' through the skull when I closed my eyes so I stayed awake.

I was emotionally exhausted about finding out that my mother wasn't really my mother. Why didn't she tell me? I wasn't going to get anger or run away.

If what Eric said was true that my father abandoned me is somewhat believe able.

I sighed before closing my eyes but opening them back immediately.

I decided to get something to drink and watch a movie or something to help me sleep.

I was 5 minutes into the movie when I heard some foot steps behind me then a voice.

"Why are you still awake?" A very familiar voice asked

"I can't sleep." I answered back

I heard him yearn before he came to sit next to me on the couch.

"What are you watching?" He asked

"I don't know,it looked interesting so I picked it." I said

He hummed in response.

"Oh,is that hunger games,I love this movie." He said

"I guess so." I answered

I had no idea what the movie was about but when I didn't understand anything he explained to me what was happening.

"Hey." He said softly

"Yeah."

"About what I asked you before."

"What is it?" I asked

"Forget about the kiss,it was a mistake." He said and I felt my heart ache

"W-why?" I asked

"I wasn't thinking straight." He said

I felt my eyes water. Why was I even feeling this way about him. I don't even know him that well. I just kissed him once then why do I want to cry so bad.

I stood up from the couch and headed to the room.

I sat on the bed and covered my eyes with my hands.

Maybe I should take a break from boys. They just seem to come and go.

I then heard foot steps coming closer to me.

Why didn't I lock the door.

"Josephine." He called out

I ignored him.

"You don't have to be sad." He said"I didn't mean it like that. I just can't be with you."

I heard him groan before I felt my body being pulled up.

"W-what are you doing?!" I yelled out

He ignored me and brought me to the kitchen and he sat me on top of the kitchen counter.

His hands blocked both of the pathways leaving me stuck in the middle.

"I went to get down." I said while looking away from him

" Are you anger at me?" He asked

"Im not." I answered

"Then why won't you look at me?" Sunwoo asked