More Than This (Supercorp)

Strange feelings

Lena

I was sitting there in front of the blonde. The one with the ocean eyes. Her eyes were so beautiful. They were these blue-ocean colors. It looked like waves when I looked deep into them.

I never really looked into Kara's eyes. There was no need to. But why was I staring into them? Why was I feeling like this? Like if I had just eaten a big bowl of butterflies.

Why did I have the butterfly feeling? Why now? Why with my best friend? I snapped out of my thoughts and apologized to Kara for starring.

"I-uh, I'm sorry, I was staring"

I had felt my cheeks turn red when I admitted I was staring at her. Why was I suddenly feeling nervous around her? What was going on with me?

Did it have to do something with her telling me everything when I was in the coma, that she had feelings for me? Kara liked me!! But did I feel the same way about her? I wasn't sure, maybe?

She also came out to me as Bi! We were the Bi best friends! I'm glad she figured out who she was. It made my heart feel so warm and happy.

Maybe one day she will find a great man, woman, or whoever it is, they better make Kara happy or I will hurt them, not in a serious way though. Not murder them or anything like that. No, no that's too far.

I heard a soft voice coming from in front of me, I turned to Kara, giving her my full attention.

"haha, Its-its uh, it's ok.", Kara said back with her awkward-dorky nervous laugh.

I couldn't stop staring at her lips. They just looked so fucking good. I just wanted to kiss them. WHAT!? Kiss them? She's my best friend! What's going on with me?! I shook off those thoughts and went back to speaking with Kara.

Kara said she had something for me. She got up from the ground and went outside to ask Alex where she had put whatever it was she had for me. She came back into the room and opened a drawer behind me and sat back down in front of me.

"Ok. This was meant for you. Open it. Alex was supposed to give this to you when you would wake up but since am here already I thought I should give it to you and explain.", she handed me an envelope and gave me a small smirk.

It was a letter. Why would she be giving me a letter? I wondered what she had written.

"Wait I also forgot. Look at your left wrist!", kara had pointed at my left wrist so I would give my attention to it. It was a bracelet! It was really beautiful. It had these burnished red and blue beads. With the symbol, Kara carried on her chest. It had some wording but I couldn't figure out what it said.

"Who gave me this?"

"I did! It was fathers, now it's your Lee! That's my family's crest, and it says El Mayarah in Kyrptonese, translating to Stronger Together, in your language.", kara explained to me.

Kara would get really excited about these kinds of things. Like if something interesting happened at her work or food. Damn, did that girl love food. Potstickers and pizza were her comfort food. 

It surprised me, I've never seen her like this. So excited for something. It made me glad she was happy. That I got to talk with her again. That I was able to see her smile once again.

"NOW! Open the letter!", she said with an eager voice.

I slowly looked up at her, to ask permission to continue opening the letter and read it. She gave me a nod and I opened it. I began to read.

"Dear Lena,

I am sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you like this. I'm just going to give you space until your ready to talk to me again. I understand if you don't want to see me when you wake up from the coma. I'll be here for you, no matter what. But I am going. Am heading back to Argo City. I just feel it's the best thing for me and for you. And I don't know when I'll come back, but I'll come back, I promise. Well then, I-uh, I guess this is goodbye.~Kara"