More Than This (Supercorp)

Just Friends

  (A/N:  UMMM so like this is my first story ever. AM a NOOB at this writing stuff. The first few chapters may be short, but bare with me, ill get there. Once I do I will start writing long chapters. ENJOYYY! ly) 

EDITED

3rd POV

      Kara sat there, staring into the eyes of her best friend, Lena. Distracted by those heterochromia eyes of hers. One was a light kryptonite green the other was a light blue mixed with a bit of green. She couldn't help but wonder why her eyes were so gorgeous, and how she never bothered to stare into them so far, so deep she got lost, like a child in a forest. She slowly started to admire her perfectly shaped lips, which always had this red or glossy color on them. They were just so perfect, so red, so... so kissable. "What am I thinking?!", she thought to herself. "I can't kiss Lena, she's my best friend."  Yea lena was Bi but she couldn't kiss her. Kara suddenly felt a tap on her shoulder, she simply shook off the tap and snapped out of her thoughts. " Hey Kara, you okay?", Lena said with a slightly worried smile on her face. "Yea am fine, more tha-than fine actua-actually, am perfectly fi-fine!", kara said stuttering at every word. "What were you thinking about there?", Lena said with her CEO voice. "Oh nothing important", "You sure?", Lena said with a concerned look. "Yep!", kara said with a fake smile.

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        Kara was at her apartment. She was laying on her bed looking up at the ceiling, she suddenly zoned out and starting thinking about the thoughts she had earlier. "Did I like Lena more than a friend?" "Does that mean am gay?" She had so many thoughts racing through her mind. One after another. The phone rang and she snapped out of her thoughts. It was Alex. 

Kara

"Hey, Alex."  

Alex

"Hey Kar, how are you doing?"

Kara

"I'm doing ok, how bout you?"

Alex

 "You don't sound ok."

Kara

"I was just thinking about earlier."

Alex

"Wdym earlier? did someone hurt you?!!"

Kara

"NO, no one hurt me, Alex, its just... i don't wanna talk about it, ok Alex!!"

Alex

"Kara don't shut me out!"

Kara

"I gotta go Alex, bye!"

Alex

I lov-

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(TW: there might be some mention of self-harm, or drinking, if that bothers you, or make you feel uncomfy please don't read this next POV.)

Alex 

Kara was acting really strange when I called her. She didn't even say I love you, nor did she let me say it, she just hung up so quickly. Why didn't she want to tell me what was going on with her? She was shutting me out again. When we were in college, kara was keeping this huge secret from me. She was going to parties in the middle of the night when I would be sleeping, with this group of so-called "friends". She would stay at parties till 4 am even on school nights. She would drink, but she would bring her own alien booze because the human booze wouldn't affect her. When she would come back from the party she would go to the bathroom and cut her legs. She used a red sun emitter to dim her powers and was able to cut her self and feel the pain. I noticed one time when she came back from a party that I didn't know she had gone to. I saw how drunk she was, I saw that she was heading to the bathroom and so I followed her and saw she was cutting herself. I didn't want Kara to go through this again. I didn't want to go through this again. She promised me that she wouldn't do it anymore. I needed to know what was up with Kara, why she was shutting me out. Was she cutting again, or drinking? I was worried about her. I wanted to call her again, but I just gave her some space.

Kara

I didn't wanna tell Alex about earlier. I didn't know what to do so I just hung up the phone as quickly as possible so I could avoid telling Alex about my thoughts. I was so afraid that I did have feelings for Lena. I mean she has been my friend for about 3 years now. I didn't want to ruin everything that we had. But what if Lena felt the same way about me? What if we both had feelings for each other, more than friends. No, No, Lena doesn't like me that way!! We are just friends, nothing more , nothing less....