More Than This (Supercorp)

I guess this is Goodbye

EDITED

3rd POV

3 months had passed and Lena was still in a coma state. She wasn't improving, but she wasn't getting worse. Alex made sure she was getting the best care at the DEO. She gave Kara updates whenever she would show signs of improvement. But Kara would always visit her and keep her company.

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(TW: If the mention of blood, self-harm, and suicide, makes you feel uncomfortable or is triggering then pls do not read this next part.)

Kara was at her apartment trying to keep her mind off Lena but she was so worried she would never wake up, and she would never get to see her friend anymore. The only way Kara wouldn't feel any pain is if she did what she hadn't done in years. Was drink and self-harm.

Kara ran to the drawer where she had the red sun emitter and a sharp blade. She activated the emitter and grabbed the blade, she took a deep breath and began to cut her arms. Blood was dripping down her arms onto her pants then the floor. She raised her knees to her chest and started to sob into them.

"THIS IS ALL MY FUCKING FAULT! LENA WOULDNT BE IN A COMA IF I TOLD HER THAT I WAS SUPERGIRL SOONER!"

"How could I be so selfish! What was I so afraid of? To lose her! I already lost her! She's in a stupid coma, that she won't wake up from!", she said as she sobbed into her hands(which were bloody from the fresh cuts). She was devastated. She was so angry. "I JUST WANNA DIE!!", she said as she started to throw all her things, and trash her apartment.

She heard her phone ring. It was Alex.

Alex

"Hey, Kara! How are you doing?"

Kara

"I-uh. am great Alex."

Alex

"Kara, are you ok? were you crying?"

Kara

"wha-what! No, I wasn't crying."

Alex

"Kara stop lying to me! Don't shove your feelings down, you can talk to me, am here."

Kara

"Alex just give me some time, please. I need space."

Alex

"Ok, Kara. but promise me you won't do anything stupid."

Kara

"I-uh."

Alex

"PROMISE ME!"

Kara

"I-uh, I promise."

They hung up after they said I love you to each other.

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Kara

I lied to Alex. I was crying. And I did do something stupid. I cut myself. I promised her years ago I wouldn't and I did it anyway. I didn't want to feel this pain anymore. I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen that I had laying there on the counter. I started to write.

Dear Lena,

I am sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you like this. I'm just going to give you space until your ready to talk to me again. I understand if you don't want to see me when you wake up from the coma. I'll be here for you, no matter what. But I am going. Am heading back to Argo City. I just feel it's the best thing for me and for you. And I don't know when I'll come back, but I'll come back, I promise. Well then, I-uh, I guess this is goodbye.~Kara

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I'm going back to Argo City Alex. I want you to give this to Lena when she wakes up from the coma. Take of Lena for me, please...

(A/N: UHhh. hope you like it...)