Just A Dream

Chapter 3: I-I'm Sorry, Okay!?

Well I could say that I am enjoying OUR night. Mabait naman pala siya. And may sense of humor. Though, may pagka-mataray, it suits her personality.

"Aray! Bakit ba?"

"Anong bakit ba? Lasing ka na ba? Tulala ka kasi e!" eh sa natutuwa ako sayo e.

"Ang ganda mo kasi. Natutulala tuloy ako. Tsaka di mo kaylangan mamitik ng noo! Sakit po kaya!" masakit talaga. Brutal talaga e.

"Eeh! Sorry na! Hahaha" di ko pa ba nasasabi? Bukod sa pagiging brutal, ang clingy niya po. Kaya super enjoy. Haha

Lasing na kasi siguro.

"Che!"

"Che daw! Yiee. Crush mo ko no?" oo, crush kita!

"Uy! Asa ka naman! Baka ikaw." defense mechanism, projection syempre

"E kung sabihin kong oo?" sobrang lapit ng mukha namin. Pano ba naman kasi bigla siyang lumapit. Konti nalang magki-kiss na kami. I can already smell her breath. Naaamoy ko na din yung perfume niya. Nate-tempt na kong halikan siya. Aahh! Help me out! Itutulak ko ba? Do I need to pull her hair para maglayo kami. Slap her? Ang mean ko naman nun. Ugh! Just give me a sign. Please! Kung anong pwede kong gawin.

I looked straight into her eyes. Sobrang ganda niya talaga. Na-love at first sight ba ko? Shit naman. I can't break the contact. Her ocean blue eyes, it captivates me. Then I saw her closed her eyes. Is this the sign? Pwede ko na ba siyang itulak? Haha

But no, there's this feeling inside me that pushes me to come near her. And there I go, I closed my eyes and cupped her face as I closed the gap between us. I kissed her, oh no, scartch that I'm kissing her. I'm just waiting for her to push me and wake me from this dream. Pero wala, hindi niya ko tinutulak. Di niya ko nilalayo sa kanya. Is she enjoying it as I am? Then I felt her lips move. She's kissing me, deeper, she's responding passionately to my kisses. I'm drowning to the sensation I'm feeling. Ahg! I need to stop. I know I need to but I can't. I just can't resist her.

The next thing I know is that her legs were clinged on my hips and I'm carrying her on our way to the bed. I can't stop now. Not now!

"Uhm... Aagh! My head! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaggghhh!!!!"

BOOOGSSH!!

"Aw! What the!" what was that? A new way of waking someone up? My back hurts as well as my head. My eyes were still close trying to remember what happened last night. Then it struck the hell out of me. As I open my eyes ---

"AAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHH!!!!!"  BOOGSSH!

A flying pillow landed straight into my face. Kanino pa ba manggagaling? From the same person who just kicked me out of the bed. Ugh!

"Ano ba!?" I screamed that out of my lungs! Sinira niya na nga yung gising ko sa sipa niya, binato niya pa ako ng unan sa mukha. Sinong di maiinis dun? Shit talaga!

"Anong ginawa mo sakin?! I hate you! Bastos! BASTOOOOOS!" Bastos daw. Ano bang ginawa ko? And that moment, naalala ko kung anong buong nangyari kagabi. I looked down to my body, and I'm wearing only my under garments and si missy? Guess what? She's having a tight grip on our blanket to cover up her body. Malamang walang suot na kahit ano yan. Hahahaha--- OH MY! Shit! Is she crying?

"H-hey?" A-ano, m-may masa-kit ba sayo? Why are you crying?" medyo kinakabahan ako

"Why am I crying? Ha? BAKIT? SA TINGIN MO BAKIT? YOU JUST TOOK MY VIRGINITY THEN TATANUNGIN MO KO KUNG BAKIT? GAGO KA!!!"

Oo nga naman. Tanga e no? Pero diba siya naman naginitiate? Oo. Tama! Siya ang nauna! Diba?

Gaga! Ikaw unang humalik! Lumapit lang siya!

Pero nagrespond siya! Dapat nung una pa lang huminto na siya.

Pero dapat, alam mo na ngang mali, tinuloy mo pa. You should've stopped her. Ikaw din tong nagpadala.

Ugh! I hate you! Pati konsensya ko inaaway ako.

"D-di ko na-naman sinasa---"

"DI MO SINASADYA? ASSHOLE!" ano ba? Di niya ba ginusto yun? Eh dapat-- Ay ewan!

"We're both drunk last night, okay? We both know that we are aware of what we did. Di lang natin napigilan. Let's just accept what happened." teka, may nasabi ba akong mali? Mas lalo siyang umiyak e.

Malamang! Sabihin mo ba---

Tama na okay? I get it!

"Missy, stop crying please" I sat beside her and hugged her. She's throwing punches at my chest. Masakit, oo but I guess I deserve it. If that's the only way para kahit papano mabawasan yung sakit na nararamdaman niya, then I'll let her.

"Hush now, missy" it breaks my heart to see her like this. Parang sinira ko na yung buhay niya. "Shh. I'll always be here. Stop crying please"

She already stopped crying but I can still feel her sobs. I took that opportunity to look straight into her eyes. I cupped her face and wiped her tears. "Missy, I'm sorry about what happened last night. Yung kay Mycs--"

"He's name is Myco" O-okaaay

"Okay. About what happened to your friend, Myco, I'm sorry. I'm sorry about the whole incident. But I am not sorry for what happened between the two of us. I got to admit that I enjoyed---

PAAK!

"AW!" What was that for?" she just raised her eyebrow "Okay, I get it. But I really am NOT SORR--

PAAAK!

Mas masakit yun ah! "Ano ba?" Aba? Nag cross arms lang si missy.

"No matter how hard you slap me, still, I. AM. NOT.--"

PAAAAAK!!

"I-I'M SORRY, OKAY!?" Masakit na e! Di ko na kaya

"Okay, I'm sorry. But please, stop crying. I promise, I'll always be here. I'm willing to do everything, anything to make it up to you. Just d-don't cry. I hate to see you crying. It breaks me, missy" sincere ako. At totoong gagawin ko lahat para makabawi.

"Leave me alone." ano daw? Ang hina kasi "I said leave me alone. Wag ka nang magpapakita sakin ever again! Are we clear?"

"U-uhm."

"I said, ARE WE CLEAR?!"

"Y-yes! But please, let me drive you home"  kahit eto man lang diba?

"No need"

"Wether you like it or not, I will drive you home. I owe your parents an explanation bakit ngayon ka lang uuwi. Don't worry, I won't tell them. Just trust me" mukhang pumayag naman siya.

I handed her her clothes and made my way to the CR. I need to fix myself para makapag-prepare ng breakfast for her. Uuwi pa din ako samin. Yari na talaga. Haay!