Miss Chainsaw (Completed)

Epilogue

Xerine's POV

"J-Julius..." I sighed while he is driving his car.

We are being chased by police cars just a while ago. These are all planned. I need Julius in this kind of thing. He is loyal. A good tool.

"You need to escape, Ma'am," he said in a serious tone. "We're more than ready to kill them to save you."

I just leaned my back on the chair. "Even if we succeed in escaping today, how about tomorrow?"

I was shocked that those policemen were bright. I thought they were all dumb. I didn't expect things to be like this, but I am ruined already.

I will be chased forever. I already did the things I wanted in my life. I just stayed alive because of my love for plants.

"Julius, I want to die," I said without even thinking about it.

"H-Huh?" Julius looked at me. "Why, Ma'am? You can't!"

"Just go to the nearest forest and shoot me there." I smiled. "I want you to take over my company."

"Ma'am! What the hell are you saying? You can't die here! You planned so many things already!"

"And those things are going to waste. I became careless that's why my plan is now ruined."

I can feel my heart aching as I remember how my father killed my mother in front of me. I did all of this not just because I want to protect nature. I did this because I want others to feel what I felt when my mother died.

I love nature, but I also love the woman who taught me to love nature. I love my mother. I love her so badly but she was killed. I want others to feel how sad it is to accept that someone you love is killed.

I am suffering for my whole life because of my childhood memories. I started loving nature more and more. I poured all my love into nature's pot. But my love went too far.

Although I just realized what I did, I am still not sorry for it. I don't regret killing those people. Even Marcio. They all deserve that, anyway.

I am going to stop now, even if I don't want to. My plans failed already. If I will try to keep up with that, I will just be imprisoned.

I rather chose to die than to him with stinking prisoners for the rest of my life. I can't bear the idea of being imprisoned in a cemented building.

The car stopped in a forest's opening. "Ma'am, I-I think I can't do this."

I gave the gun from the backseat to Julius. "Let's find a lake first. Is that fine?"

We both went out of the car. I can see his hands trembling while we're walking. "Thank you for saving me there, Julius."

"I can't kill you, Ma'am!" He stopped. "I can't... "

"You can." I patted his shoulder. "You have to."

I finally made my decision. Everything I did was worth it. I killed people yet I protected nature. It feels like I also gave justice to my mother. I gave justice to all the plants that died because of people.

We stopped in front of a lake. I stood in front of the lake while Julius is behind me. "Julius, do it."

"I c-can't, Ma'am!"

"Go! Fucking do it!"

I just heard three gunshots that made me lose my balance. My body fell into the cold water of the lake.

My head just replayed all my memories like a fucking film. I just smiled.

I am a great person. I protected nature. I did my best.

Maybe some things are bound to end as fast as how they started. Maybe this is the end for me. I thought I could never accept defeat, but this is not a defeat. This is a new start.

And all people will know me as...

Miss Chainsaw.

The End.