Her Name | pjm

September .C h a p t e r T w e l v e.

I could barely catch up to his mouth as it kept devouring me whole. Jimin kept pressing my body to his, allowing his arms wonder wherever they wanted. He suddenly pulled back and looked me in the eyes. I felt a tingle run down my spine when my eyes met his. His stare was intense, filled with passion, anger even, he was staring at me as if he was ready to rip all of my clothes to shreds and take me here and now. He took my chin with his hand and lifted it, showing clear dominance in the situation. "You want to know what I feel?" He growled as he pushed me closer to the couch that was resting on the side of the room, my shaky feet could barely move with him. "You want to tell me you don't know what I feel? You want to tell me you didn't notice me eating you with my eyes the whole night? Did you really think you could swing around me, with that excruciatingly short dress, showing all of your curves off and not drive me mad?" Jimin kept pushing me further with every sentence, holding my chin with one arm and waist with another. "You want to know how I felt when I saw that scumbag touch you? Touch your waist, touch your face, before I could?" He tightened his grip around both parts, while I was constantly reminding myself how to breathe. "I was going insane Kieran." He emphasised on my name, and I felt my knees going weak. If he weren't holding me, I would have melted right on the spot. "You're making me go mad, Kieran. And I will not pretend any longer. You've tortured me enough. You think I forgot how you looked yesterday? With your shorts, and a shirt that revealed so much but still showed so little? I'm using all of the last strength I have right now not to devour you whole." He kept going, when I felt the couch hit the back of my legs. I licked my lips once more, before mustering all of the bravery that I had left and changed my gaze completely. I felt like I was giving in to the situation, and I didn't want to pretend that this was not what I wanted too. I sucked in through my teeth and showed the most sultry smile I could manage, lifted my face closer to his and asked "Why? When giving in is so much easier.." I lifted myself higher, standing on my tiptoes, never leaving his eyes "When giving in will be much more pleasant?" Jimin closed his eyes, I could see his eyelashes flutter, he took a quick breath and without a moment of hesitation he pushed me down on the couch and climbed on top, resting one of his legs between my thighs and one of his hands other on the side of the couch. He used his free hand to grab my thigh and lift my dress slightly, and kissed me again. It was obvious that he was the dominant, his hand was pressing my thigh harshly, while his lips travelled from mine to the side of my face and down to my neck. He released the couch and wrapped his arm around my waist, swiftly bringing me on top. I decided to use the given situation and took over the lead.  I straddled him, both legs on his sides and took his face in my hands. I pulled back a bit and raised my eyebrow, checking how impatient he really was. Jimin instantly sucked his teeth. grabbed my neck and brought my face back to him. But since I had the lead, I decided to set the pace for the kisses. It was a bit slower, but in no way less intense. He left my lips again and started to travel down my neck, leaving hot sloppy kisses all over my collarbones, getting closer to my chest. I felt him underneath me, very eager and impatient, while his hands travelled all over my body. I grabbed his shoulder with one of my hands and with the other I entangled my fingers in his hair. I started grinding on him slowly, making him release a deep moan from the back of his throat. The sound turned me on even more and I was about to remove his shirt when we heard a bang at the door.

I immediately stiffened, whereas Jimin turned to the door with pure hatred. "What?!" He yelled at the intruder. "Mr. Park, there .. there is a call for you, from the head." Jimin's body stiffened, while I was trying to interpret the message. Mr. Park? Since when is he a mister? A call from the head? A part of my mind was becoming more and more aware of the similarities of the coding to what Dan used. I blocked those thoughts instantly - only because I came from such background I am way too paranoid with people. Jimin turned his face back to me and looked me with apologetic eyes. I smiled, it was obvious that this is where the activities are ending, and a part of me felt quite relieved. The intoxication was dissipating, and I realised that I could have lost my virginity with Jimin in a club. Not that the man was the problem, but the setting seemed a bit.. inappropriate for me. I stood back up, an urge of awkwardness flowing over. Jimin sighed and stood up too. I kept fixing my dress for way too long, because I didn't dare to look him in the eyes. Fear was holding me captive, that all of this was only a momentarily thing, a heat of the moment, that Jimin will turn cold again. The quicker I was sobering up, the more I realised that this could have been a big mistake, I've only known him for a few weeks, I knew nothing about him, I still don't know if he actually has any feelings for me, I still- "I'll be there in a minute." Jimin answered, and I heard the disturber walk away. He turned to me and saw the utter confusion on my face. He simply laughed and brought my face closer to his. "No, this was not a momentarily thing. Don't even dare to think like that. You do drive me crazy and I feel myself getting more and more obsessed with you. Please trust me." As if reading my mind he calmed me down and planted a soft kiss on my lips. He then took my hand and led me out of the room. His walk was calm and confident, while my legs kept shaking in these goddamn high heels. I should have worn platforms too.

Jimin had to go into the offices of the club, so I decided to come back to our friends. He kissed my cheek before following me with his eyes, making sure I found my way safely. Then he left to take care of his business.

I came back to the group, and to my pleasant surprise, I found Kaia sitting with Yoongi, sipping on her cocktail, while his hand softly rested on the couch, around her shoulder. Not really touching her, but not avoiding her either. The moment our eyes met Kaia gave me the oh my God what is happening are you seeing this look, and I responded with girl, you have no idea what just happened to me stare. We both nodded our heads and agreed in silence that we will have a lot to talk about. I sat down next to Jin, when Yoongi asked me where Jimin went. I said that somebody told him that some head is calling and the whole group stiffened, only for a split second, but long enough for me to notice. They all looked at each other not too discreetly, and it brought back the prior intuitive fear that I had.

What the hell was Jimin involved in?