Her Name | pjm

September .C h a p t e r S e v e n t e e n.

I didn't have the chance to rethink my decision, as Jimin looked at me like a beast let off of his chains. The moment my lips stopped moving and the sentence has left my mouth he flashed a victorious, yet highly devilish smile. Jimin instantly grabbed my legs and threw me on the couch, I could simply stare at him in amazement and excitement, as he ripped his shirt off through his head. His naked chest was fully lighted by the bloody coloured rays of the setting sun and the whole image made my body shiver. He climbed on top of me, his eyes never leaving mine. Jimin wrapped his arm around my waist and sat me up, I instantly removed my shirt too - thankfully, the move was as smooth as his. He scanned my body, the only clothing left on my upper body being my bra. Thank God you put a good one, huh? I felt a growl escaping his chest as he attacked my neck, leaving sloppy kisses all over my body. Without any hesitation he ripped the straps of my bra with his teeth, allowing them to fall on the sides of my biceps, leaving the upper part of my chest completely naked. I realised that in no time my bra will be completely taken off and a reddish blush came over my face. Jimin instantly noticed it and narrowed his eyes, grinning. "Oh, don't tell me that the little girl is getting shy now? After all you said?" I instantly collected myself and wrapped my fingers in his hair, shocking him with such an action. I swiftly pulled him closer to me and kissed him again. "Good girl." He murmured into my mouth. Jimin removed my bra without any difficulty and buried his face in my chest, lowering his hands to take care of my jeans. I rolled my head back, letting a series of moans escape my mouth as Jimin proceeded devour my breasts, with my every moan becoming more and more eager. He lifted me up and took my pants off quicker than I imagined humanly possible. Removing his own jeans in an instant he picked me up again and carried me to the bedroom, never removing his lips from mine. As soon as we fell on the bed he got on top of me, gluing his body to mine, instantly reminding be that there were no layers of clothing separating us anymore. Jimin wrapped his hand around my throat, spread my legs and entered me easily, never breaking eye contact. I knew that in this fight, I completely lost, as he took over my body fully, dominating every cell that I had.

"You SLEPT with him?! " Kaia exclaimed as I tried to hush her. We met up in a cafe and I was eagerly telling her about yesterdays incidents. Of course, I omitted several details, like how Jimin barely allowed me to breathe and took me several times that night. I knew I couldn't keep this information to myself, and the closest friend I had was her. However, Kaia's reaction scared me a bit. "Is it bad?" I asked quietly. "BAD?" She widened her eyes. "Kieran it's not bad it's fucking incredible! This is Jimin we are talking about! Not only you have him wrapped around your finger emotionally, from what you've told me he's obsessed with you physically as well. Have you seen how the girls look at him? Kieran you literally got the most handsome dude in our university, and you're asking me if I think it's bad? I honestly think you're a winner!" I instantly felt a relief coming over my body. I never cared much about what other people thought, but I wanted Kaia to have a good opinion of me and seeing her excitement made me even happier. She sipped her latte and continued her interrogation. "So? How was he in the morning though?" I sensed a little bit of fear in her voice, and I understood her completely. When I woke up today, I kept my eyes closed as fear took over, wondering if I did not make a mistake and he won't run from me. "He was.. amazing to be honest." When I finally opened my eyes I saw Jimin resting his head on his arm, gazing at me. As soon as he saw that I was awake he smiled and showered me in small kisses all over my face. I omitted from my story the part, where Jimin and I had another session in the shower and jumped back to the cute things. Yeah, because you needed another shower after the first one. "He was incredibly cute and lovely, he made me breakfast and we spent the morning rolling around in bed. Later Jin called him and he left annoyed that our Sunday morning was ruined." I giggled to myself, remembering how Jimin cursed under his breath while he was getting dressed. Whereas I was happy that I could use this time to chat with Kaia.

Kaia and I decided to take a walk around campus town, chatting about various subjects, main of course, being the men in our lives. "So? I think it's time you spill some tea to me too, Kaia. How was your date?" I realised, that I didn't even have the time to check up on her. Kaia simply took her face in her arms and squealed through her fingers. "That good, huh?" I teased her. She proceeded to tell me, how Yoongi took her to eat and later offered to go to his club. They spent the night drinking and dancing, and when Kaia was too tired they went back to the balcony for some fresh air. "Kieran, he kissed me there. I honestly cannot believe that! I mean it doesn't mean that we're dating or anything, we didn't even talk about some labels, but he kissed me and oh my was the kiss good. I still get butterflies even thinking about it." I squealed with her and we proceeded to giggle while walking down the street. Her situation seemed to be going pretty well, as Yoongi already planned another date next week.

It hasn't been a long time since I started this new page of my life, but so much happened that it felt like forever. After chilling with Kaia I came back home and found Jimin sitting on the ground, his back pressed to the sofa, his head leaned back resting on the seats. As soon as he saw me he stretched his arms out inviting me to join him. I cuddled up to him and really couldn't tell how long we spent sitting like this. Some of the time we spent talking, some of it we spent laughing, some was spent kissing and then some was spent in complete silence. Lost in each other and our thoughts we sat like this until it got dark, and I could have never imagined to feel at such peace with another person. Everything we did came naturally, our talks were fulfilling and our silence was comfortable. We enjoyed each others company and for the first time in my life I felt actually free. I decided to allow myself to open my heart to him and let him inside - in no way this could have been bad, when it made me so happy.