Fearing Feelings (Sequel to FF)

Chapter 18

India

"Come on slow poke."Tasha pushed me to keep working. "Wait I have to pee."

"That's like your fifth time in the last hour."

"Are you timing my pee?"I questioned looking back at Tasha."No I am not." She laughed. "I'm just saying you pee a lot."

"You're just jealous of my bladder."I walked away to go the bathroom. Everyone was complaining about my bladder and tiredness over the last two weeks. It was christmas time they needed to give me a break for one my favorite times of the year.

Returning back into the store I conutined to help Tasha unbox our latest shipment."You still coming over tonight?" Tasha questioned. "Yes I am."I reminded her for the fifth hundredth time.

"Good."

Tasha and I closed up the shop heading over to her place. "We can order Chinese or Pizza."

"I got a taste for Pizza."Nina said scrolling through her phone sitting at the table.

"Pizza it is.Papa Johns or Pizza hut?"

"Papa John's with pizza hut wings and umm their cinnamon sticks. Or pizza hut pizza I want sausage and pepperoni.That sounds soo good please get that." I said thinking of what eles I wanted.

Tasha looked at Nina.Nina shrugged."That does sound good."She went back to her phone.

"With a Pepsi ."I shouted as Tasha started to order."And a Pepsi ."Tasha finished our order. "Ok thanks." She hung up.

"Ok I got three pizza's .I got your pizza India with a meat lovers and regular pepperoni and two orders of both wings and sticks.Ok?"

"Yay." I clapped smiling.

Once the food came we sat and ate watching a season of Sex and The City. I couldn't stop eating it was like I couldn't get full.

Tasha and Nina came back from the kitchen standing in front the tv.Tasha grabbed the remote pausing the DVD player."We need to talk."

"About what?" I questioned whipping my hands off. "Here." Nina held out a pregnancy test."Why am I taking this?"

"Because you're pregnant."Nina said in a duh tone."I'm not."I leaned back on the couch."Just take it. You know just in case."Tasha tried to convince me. "Look your always tired ,peeing non-stop plus eating all the time."

I rolled my eyes ."Fine i'll take the damn test."I got up snatching the box from Nina. "Know yo ass gotta pee anyway."Nina shouted as I slammed the door.

I read the directions on the box and following them accordingly.I sat the stick on the sink watching for a answer.What if I was pregnant?Bishop and I just had a fight about holding off .How would he feel? Would he be upset with me .He would support me right. I was beyond scared for this answer.

"What does it say?" Tasha questioned outside of the door.I sighed and looked at the stick .

Opening up the door Tasha and Nina stood waiting."Negative."I showed them the stick."It's lying.Where's the box?"Nina went into the bathroom in search for it.

"Nina this is a negative sign."I pointed on the box."So you can still be pregnant. They aren't always right."

"That is true." Tasha agreed sith Nina."Just accept I'm not pregnant. "i grabbed my purse heading toward the kitchen.I got my leftovers together and headed out the door waving goodbye.

Tasha

"She's pregnant.She has to be."I said to Nina as she tapped away on her phone,"Right she's just scared to accept if after what Bishop said."

"I think so but she has us and her family if he wouldn't support her but knowing Bishop he would accept it with no problem."

"Hell ye- hold on." Nina squeeled."Sorry babes gotta dick pic I gotta go." She kissed my cheek getting up. "Love you." She ran out the door. I shook my head laughing .I sighed looking around the house. I had some cleaning up to do . I stood up starting to cleaning up . I'd just got the kitchen done when the doorbell went off .

I jogged over to get looking through the peep hole I got excited yanking the door open."Donnie."I jumped on him as he caught me."Nice catch right?"He smirked before kissing me."What you doing here?" I smiled brightly as he slid me down to the ground ."I wanted to surprise you.You surprised?" He kicked the door closed coming closer to me ."Yea so you can help me clean."

"Clean?"He faked like he was about to head back out."I'm just playing."He smiled slapping my ass as I turned around. Donnie was very helpful he didn't mind at all .I was grateful for that.

Once we were done we stretched out on the couch coutinuing to watch the rest of Sex and The City. "Excuse me bae." I lifted up off Donnie so he could get up. He laid his phone on the table as he went to the bathroom.

I couldn't help but to peek at his phone. I was surprised to see I was his lockscreen . I smiled .He was really serious about us.

I sat back waiting for Donnie to come back .He was taking a minute in there.Hearing the door open I turned my head to see him coming out.I smiled as he took his seat back.

After the last of the eposides went off. There seemed to be an elephant in the room.I turned the DVD player off and turned to Donnie."What's wrong?"

Donnie looked at me rubbing his hand through my hair."You wouldn't hold anything from me right?"

"I wouldn't ." I assured him."Are you pregnant?"

"No why would you- .Oh the test in there.That wasn't mine."

"Whose was it?"

"India's .We had a girl's night before you came and we think well know she's pregnant so we made her take a test."

"So India's pregnant not you."I nodded. I couldn't tell what Donnie was thinking. "Ima go. I'll call you."He rushed out the door before I could even get up and protest. What was wrong with him?

Running to the door Donnie's was speeding down the street.I didn't understand what the problem was.I shut the door jogging over to my phone and dailing Donnie but it was sent straight to voicemail. "Donnie are you ok? Please call me."I hung up sinking down into the couch.