Fearing Feelings (Sequel to FF)

Chapter 22

India

I don't know how but I ended up at Bishop's house. What was I doing? It was a bit late. Ten o'clock late. I went home but I couldn't stop thinking about my mom. I needed someone to talk to. I needed Bishop.

I took a deep breath extending my arm out and ringing the doorbell. After waiting a few minutes I came to the conclusion that maybe he wasn't home. I stepped down from the porch, dragging my feet back to my car. I could have swore I heard the door open but decided not to look back.

"India."I heard his voice. I stopped dead in my tracks. He was home and the door had opened. I turned back around surprised to see him just as he was surprised to see me.

"What's wrong."He stepped out.I knew he was trying to read my face in the dark."I need a friend ."I confessed.

"Come in."He reached out his hand helping me step back onto the porch.Walking inside I instantly got hit with memories. I couldn't help but miss them as well.

"What's wrong?"He questioned once again closing the door. I wiped the falling tears from my face."I can't stop thinking about her."

"About who?"He crossed his arms across his chest giving me an eyesight full of worry and curiosity.

"My mom..I miss her.We left on a bad note. I should have tried harder to talk to her."All my tears began to fall as I expressed my pain to Bishop.

"India don't beat yourself up. It's ok. Nobody knew that she was gonna die. She knows you love her and you know she loved you."Bishop came over hugging me and assuring me things will be ok.

I don't know how but I allowed him to take me upstairs and hold me all night long. My mind was telling me get out this bed but my heart was telling me otherwise it was our bed where I belonged.

Valentines day

Today was the day. The day I would let Bishop officially back in my life as my man if this date went right. The day his dick would officially belong to me again. Although it was still mines. I was horny just thinking about tonight honestly. I haven't had any in a while and I would sure be getting some somehow. I put my sexy red velvet Victoria Secret lingerie on.

Admiring my body in the mirror I couldn't help but notice that baby girl was definitely giving me some curves. My belly was still small even at three months and I was ok with it. I was happy I had an amazing gift inside of me.

I messed around in the mirror taking a few selfies as I killed time. Fifteen minutes before Bishops arrival I finally stopped messing around. Hearing a knock I straightened my dress out getting up and walking to the door. I peeped through the peephole to make sure it was Bishop and it was.

I smiled to myself opening up the door to a bouquet of red roses."Aw Bishop thank you."I took the flowers from his grip."You look..stunning."He licked those lips almost making me melt. Oh my lord..I needed to stay strong messing with this man.

"Thank you."I stepped to his frame hugging him tight taking in the smell of his sweet cologne. The tension between us was strong. Backing up from his grip I could see the lust in his eyes. I couldn't take this. I needed him.

I ran my finger tips down to his black slacks unbuckling his belt."India."

"Shh.."I placed my index finger to my lips pulling him to the bedroom as our lips locked.

A moaned escaped my mouth as his hand fell to my ass gripping it tight."That's mine now."

"It always has been."I pulled his lips back to mine. I missed his soft lips, his touch, and lord knows I missed that pipe.

It didnt take long before Bishop was ontop fucking my brains out.I needed this.

"You missed this baby?"Bishop leaned down sucking on my neck as my legs locked around his waist.

"Yes! Fuck your so deep daddy!"

"You love me?"He slowed down giving me long slow strokes still pleasing my kitty."Yes baby."

"Say it."

"I love you Bishop."

**

Brooke

"Baby when you coming to bed?" Cali snuck up behind me kissing on my bare shoulder as I read a wedding article online. I was so happy to be half way done with my wedding. It was a lot of work but every minute was worth it I would be marrying the man of my dreams.

"In a minute babe." I giggled as Cali continued to kiss on my shoulder hitting my spot. This man always had to have his way.

"Fine you win."I closed my laptop sitting my reading glasses ontop of my macbook.

"I always do."Before I knew it Cali lifted me up carrying me over to our bed.

He gently laid me down climbing on top of me and laying his head right on my chest. I loved the way he held me tight. It made me feel like he never wanted to let me go. I felt secure.

"I cant wait to marry you."I admitted breaking our calm silence.

"Me either. You mean everything to me."

"You mean that?"

"Dont ever question it." Cali sat up looking me in the eyes showing me his answer was sincere.

"I love you so much." I smiled brightly as he brought his lips close to mine.

"Love me enough to have another baby?"

"Let's do it."I bit my bottom lip ready for my man to devour my body and bless me with another seed.