Fearing Feelings (Sequel to FF)

Chapter 19

Christmas Eve

India

"Hey you guys." Brooke smiled bright as she ran out outside greeting us."Hey ."Bishop and I hugged her."Aw a group hug.I feel the loving." Brooke giggled.

Bishop and I came home for Christmas He would be staying at his mom house while I stayed home . We would spend half the day at each house to be fair.

"Indeee !"Blake yelled from the door . He couldn't come out due to him not having anything on . "Blake!" I squated down to hug him."You're getting so big."I examined his little body.

"I'm glowing up! "He shouted with a big smile."Yes you are."I laughed pinching his cheeks.

"Dang can't say hi to your old man."I heard my father say.I smiled standing up straight."Now you know you're not old."

"Damn right.Glad you know , now get you big headed ass over here."I shook my head walking over to him as he pulled me into a hug almost squeezing me to death."Dont kill her. "Blake tried to push Cali off me. "Save me Blake."I squealed as my dad lifted me into the air ."Put Indee down."Blake gave punches to Cali's leg.

"Something is tickling my leg."Cali shook Blake off."Cali."Brooke placed her hand on her hip causing him to put me down."My bad."Cali moved over to Brooke kissing her cheek .

Bishop spent two hours messing around with us before he departed. Shortly after he left Brooke and I went in the kitchen to bake cookies with Blake. I watched as he pressed the christmas tree shape cookie cutter into the dough before handing it to Brooke to place on the cookie sheet.

"Thats the last of it Blake."Brooke said placing their third batch into the oven."Good job."They highfived ."Now go help ur sister decorate."Brooke pushed him away towards me.

Brooke and I managed to tire Blake out at ten o'clock.Cali helped him get ready for bed as Brooke and I cleaned the kitchen.Just as we were finished Cali came in with a slow pace Blake trailing behind him. Cali grabbed the plate of cookies and glass of milk left out on the counter .Cali passed the plate to Blake so he could set them where he wanted Santa to see them.Blake placed the plate on the end table right next to the fire place as well as the glass of milk.

I smiled watching Blake comr back into the kitchen to give Brooke and I a kiss goodnight before going back upstairs with Cali.

"Come on lets go sit down."Brooke walked towards the living with two mugs full of hot chocolate in her hands.We sat on the couch across from the fire place .Brooke took a sip from her cup setting it back on the table.

"Tell me whats going on." Brooke looked at me as I rested my head on the couch.I had gotten really tired from moving around in the kitchen."I just been tired." I squirmed around trying to get comfortable.

"You just been feeling pregnant."She whispered."Why is everyone saying that."

"Because you are India."

"No I'm not."

"Have you taken a test?She questioned.I nodded confirming I had."And?What did it say?

"Yes but.."Brooke shook her head."Yes but what?You dont want to be pregnant?"

"Its not that..remember what I told you."

"Yea and I knew you would be pregnant.It will be fine India.I know you havent told Bishop but you need to.Seriously yall need to figure this out.If it goes wrong and I mean if because I doubt it will.You know Cali and I will help as much as we can."

"Thanks."Brooke lended over and hugged me."You still need to tell Bishop.ASAP.

"I know."

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