Fearing Feelings (Sequel to FF)

Chapter 14

Bishop

India didn't come home with me . She went with Tasha. She wasn't talking to me . I was getting nervous . I really wanted to kill Ashanti . She even called me . That bitch has lost her mind . She was probably hoping India would see her calling .

I couldn't work with her anymore . I explained to my uncle and he understood . She was no longer allowed around the building .

I stared at India and I's messages waiting for the bubbles to pop up telling me she was typing . They never did . I started to type but I quickly backspace not wanting to bug her . I had text her three times already. India read all them being that her read was on .

I tapped out her messages and called Terrance . "Wassup."

"Nothing man , you good ?"

"Yea what about you. Have you talk to India?"

"Nope she reading my messages tho ."

"She'll come around .Don't push it I know your ass blowing her phone up ." Terrance chuckled into the phone .

"Whatever nigga .I'll talk you later tho."I hung up throwing my phone onto the couch .

Running my hand across my face I needed something to take my mind off India so I decided to go for a run . Slipping on some joggers and a muscle shirt I grabbed my phone pugging my beats in before taking off .

Jogging around the neighbor for an half an hour I slowed down reaching the walkway . I went at a steady pace so I didn't work up a sweat . Opening the door I went into kitchen grabbing a smart water .

Twisting the top off I took a sip .Laying my beats down I checked my phone still no messages . Going upstairs I stripped off my clothes hoping into the shower .

Getting out I took my towel off the rack wrapping my towel around my body. Walking into the bedroom I was shocked to see India there .She looked tired .

"India -"She held her hand up. "I know nothing happened . "

"Then why haven't you been texting me back ."

"I couldn't Tasha needed me . She's good now ."

"I thought I lost you baby. "I kneeled down in front of her getting inbetween her legs .

"I told you I trusted you ."She rubbed her hand across my cheek. Kissing her I picked her up taking her into the bathroom.

After running a bath I helped her get in ."Relax . I'm going to make you something to eat ."

India

Relaxing in the water I thought about everything going on .Even though Tasha moved on from Mark she took it really hard. Her family came and took things over so I could go home and rest . I knew Bishop and had to talk about Ashanti. That bitch is shady . I can't believe her she really thought I was going to believe that shit . This isn't college days no more Bishop knows better. I trust Bishop he has earned it but Ashanti will be getting her's I haven't decided if I would let Karma take it's course or beat her ass . I have to really think this through she's also Bishop's cousin best friend. I don't want no more family drama especially with it being the holidays .

Relaxing for about twenty minutes I got out drying myself off . Throwing on a pair of leggings and a t-shirt I followed the smell of food into the kitchen . Seeing a bunch of tomatos I knew exactly what he was whipping up ,Tomato Basil Chicken. We had learned the recipe from a cooking class we took together.

"I told you to relax." Bishop froze in his spot looking at me. "I became nosey ."I smirked hopping up on the counter taking a sit .

"Mhm." Bishop added tomatoes into the pan stirring it around .

Once the food finished Bishop and I sat down at the table and ate ."Do you want kids?" He asked me out the blue.

"Yea what about you?

"Yea I want a daughter."

"I would have thought you wanted a boy." I said before stuffing a fork full of food in my mouth .

"I know you can't handle another me ." He teased smiling . Bishop use to be hard headed when we were younger .

"I handled you pretty well. Look at us ."

"We alright." Bishop got up taking both our plates . "Alright? Is there something you need to tell me ." I followed behind him as he began to wash dishes .

"Bishop I know you hear me ." I stood beside him turning his head toward me . "Tell me babe." Bishop burst into laughter . "I'm just playing India. You know we good ."

"Don't do that . you scared me ." I punched him in the shoulder playfully .

"Aw my baby was scared." Bishop smiled as I frowned crossing my arms . "Don't start that pouting."

"I thought you were leaving me ." I admitted.

"I was playing baby . I wouldn't leave you , you know that ."Bishop got in front me leaning forward to kiss me . I quickly turned my face . "Sike!" I laughed .

"Nah you giving me a kiss." He picked me up locking his arms around not allowing me to get down . I wiggled as much as I could as he attacked my cheeks with kisses.

"Fine ok ok ." I giggled as I surrendered. Kissing him I wrapped my arms around his neck giving him repeatedly pecks on the lips .

"I love you ." I said in-between kisses."I love you too . Now let daddy tear you up."