One day after another

Gaining conciousness

I woke up the next morning realizing i was still in Georges arms, he wasn't awake yet but i tried to look and see if Fred was awake but i couldn't tell. I decided to just lay there and close my eyes but not falling back asleep, i just wanted to think about the past 24 hours. I decided to go through my day.

First i woke up and got dressed and went into the common room, George drug me down to the Great hall, We went to snapes class, I saw George talking to Angelina, i left snapes class and cried to lupin, i finished that class, I yelled at George, i went to lunch, I finished classes, I saw Angelina and George in our spot, Draco invited me to his dorm, I got a shower, and then i met George this morning in the common room. That's all i can remember really nothing else besides that. Oh and sleeping in Malfoys bed and making out with him but besides that everything else is a blur. I also remember fighting with George, as i thought about it my heart began to hurt. All i could see was him crying and being upset, even tho my eyes were closed i could feel them began to get warm, i knew i was gonna start crying.

I opened my eyes and i saw George slowly start to open his eyes. As he fully opened them he realized a tear go across my face and he quickly sat up, i stayed laying down not wanting to move. My head was still pounding and the tears didn't help. He was looking down at me while still sitting upwards.

"Why are you crying, didn't you just wake up?" he asked me with his raspy morning voice, he sounded a bit irritated

"George, I need to go i can't be here"

"No, you said we'd talk so we're going to talk" he said while raising his voice a little

"Are you yelling at me" I said finally sitting up. I noticed Fred wasn't in the room

"Claire, you came back last night smelling like alcohol, you had hickeys on your neck, i find out you slept with Malfoy, and you expect me not to mad"

"I didn't sleep with Draco i don't know how many times i have to tell you that"

"That's not the point, you were drunk. I was worried about you, i didn't know where you were i stayed up all damn night waiting for you to come back and i come to find out you let Malfoy mark you like you were his territory. Is there anything else you didn't tell me"

"George you just woke up, calm down get dressed and then we'll talk"

"No i want to talk now, I don't want to wait any longer"

I didn't know what else to do, i was just sitting on his bed not knowing what to say. I felt like shit and my head was throbbing and his yelling didn't help one bit. I was freezing and i just wanted to lay in the dark but i was sick of him blaming all of this on me even tho most of it was my fault.

"Fine George, you wanna talk now we will. You took Angelina to OUR spot. You made me promise that I wasn't going to take anyone there and what did you do, you took her there and asked her to the ball. You kissed me, you took care of me after i told you i didn't need you to, you danced with me like there was no tomorrow, and you..you i don't know you were being you"

"I told you why i asked her"

"It's the fact you still asked but like i said, you could kiss me but you couldn't ask me to a ball because yeah that makes a lot of sense" i told him finally having enough of it

"I explained myself so i think it's your turn."He said while getting off the bed

"Oh i need to explain myself to you! Imagine how i felt, seeing you ask her. I felt like my heart was ripped out of my chest and stomped on. You were my first kiss i don't know if you realized that but you were. So to me it's kind of a big deal. I thought i meant something to you George, I thought maybe we were going to be something and actually yeah there is something i didn't tell you. I'm going to the ball with Draco so there do you wanna yell at me about that go ahead" I yelled while standing up walking over to him

"You're going to the ball with Draco?" he asked and he was finally quieting down

"Yeah so what, you have a date no need to worry about me love" i told him

"Don't call me that" he said moving closer to me

I watched him walk closer to me and all i could see was anger in his eyes, but i knew it wasn't just anger it was pain and i understood completely. I hated this and i want it to stop now. Before he got any closer to me i walked back over to his bed and sat down, he came over to me placing his hand on my chin and lifting my head up to look at him. He had clearly calmed down, he wasn't clenching his jaw together anymore, and his eyes had seemed to not have as much anger in them anymore. I looked up at him and he held his hand up for me to take but i just looked at his hand for a minute until i decided to take his hand. He pulled me into a hug and held me tight, my head laid against his chest and i could hear his heart beat. I pulled away but my arms were still wrapped around his waist, i looked up at him and he took his hand and started moving my shirt to examine the marks. He rubbed his thumb over some of them and others he would just look at. I'm not really sure why but i let him do his thing. I moved his hand and laid my head back down, I heard his room door began to open but he immediately told whoever was coming in to leave and they did.

"Claire" he whispered

"Yes Georgie"

"I'm sorry, please forgive me" he said and his voice was shaky

"I forgive you it's okay i promise. I'm sorry, i shouldn't have done what i did i was just angry" I told him. I refused to look up at him so i kept my head on his chest

"Listen, i know i asked Angelina to the ball but i don't want to go with her and I realize that now. I realized i messed up please just let me make this up to you" he said lifting my head up to look at him "Please"

"George, i forgave you but i can't go with you. I'm going with Draco and you're going with Angelina. You saw how excited she was when you asked her you couldn't hurt her like that" I told him

"She can go with Fred, i'll make him act like me  and take her, we already look identical it's okay and i don't care who Draco goes with. But i do recon  i am more attractive then Fred" He said trying to lighten the mood, He moved his hand up to my face and his thumb was rubbing my cheek

I laughed before saying "George, I'm not going to the ball with you it's wrong and no matter how much i would love to go with you i can't. I already told Draco i would, drunk or not. You asked Angelina you are going with her. You aren't changing my mind about this it's not gonna happen love" i told him while slightly leaning my head into his hand. He Placed his other hand on the other side of my face and pulled my head closer to his. He kissed my forehead before resting his head on mine.

"George i'm gonna be honest, i feel like shit and i want to lay back down can i please go back to my room"

"No" he says. He picks me up and i wrap my legs around his waist and lay my head on his shoulder, he goes over to the window and pulls the blinds shut making the room much darker. He then proceeded to clime into bed  while still holding me. I moved down a little so my head was laying on his chest and he proceeded to hold me and rub my back till i fell asleep. I felt safe.