One day after another

Dad?

As i was walking back up to my dorm all I could think about was what George was doing. What if he was with Angelina? I didn't want him to be but even if he was it was his decision. He was his own person and could make his own decisions and if being with her was what he wanted then that's what he wants.

I turned the corner to see the one and only Draco Malfoy. "Oh hey Claire, how ya feelin?" he ask sounding concerned

"Hey Malfoy, yeah i'm alright just heading back to my dorm. Kinda tired didn't get much sleep last night" I tell him hoping he'll let me go

"Oh uh is there any chance i can get my clothes back since you're going to your dorm?"

"Yeah just come with me and i'm grab them" i tell him starting to walk back to my room

It was a quiet walk, neither of us talk most of the way there until he broke the silence. "So have you wrote to your mom at all" he asks. Shit no i haven't. I haven't talked to my mom since i left and i haven't really talked to my brother much at all. "No. No i haven't" i tell him

"Why don't you write to her it may be nice to talk to someone else besides us" he says

"What are you talking about" i ask

"Claire you look really skinny and you have dark circles under your eyes"

"I'm just tired and i'm the same weight as i always am" i tell him. I tell the fat lady the password and walk through the narrow hallway until we get to the common room. "Stay here i'll go grab your clothes" i tell him walking up to my room. I honestly had no clue where his clothes were but i had a slight idea. I walked into my bathroom hoping they'd be in there and they to my surprise they were. I grabbed them and walked down to the common room and saw Draco and Ben talking. I decided to keep my presence unknown so i could hear what they were talking about. It probably wasn't a good idea but i didn't care.

"Ben you can't avoid your sister, she loves you. You need to talk to her she looks a little rough. I don't think she's okay right now Ben" Draco says. What the hell is he telling my brother that for.

"I'm sure she's fine it's just a phase. It happens all the time and maybe if she'd not be an attention seeking whore she would look so bad. Take it from her brother, she is fine. She likes the attention she likes when people worry about her. She wants to feel wanted, she wants to feel like people care about her" Ben says sounding like the cold hearted bitch he is.

"Wow Ben, I may not be the nicest and stuck up a good bit of the time but if i had a sister that looked like she hasn't eaten or just got hurt by the guy she likes i wouldn't act like a dick"

"It's not my concern anymore who hurt her, I told her to stay away from him but she didn't listen it's her own fault. Let it be, why are you sticking up for her anyways. You're the one that said you wanted to sleep with her then leave so why the sudden change in heart? Don't get attached, she did the same thing to Anthony. Made him think she wanted him and then the next day she didn't."

What the hell did Ben just say!  I completely forgot about Anthony until now and i never acted like i wanted him. I hid my feelings for my brothers best friend for as long as i could.

"Nice words Ben now i know why mom never fucking liked you" i say walking down and handing Draco his clothes. "Oh and I never said anything to Anthony about wanting him, i didn't want him. Never did and never will so stop spreading false information like a prissy teenage bitch. I'm writing to mom later, i'll let her know what you send love" i say to him in a bitchy tone. I can't stand him i never have and never will.

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I decided i'd just keep my distance from Draco and my brother. I feel like i should write to my mom and Anthony it may be a good idea. I also wanna ask my mom about my dad, see if she knows anything. Wait, if my dad was around to have me after my brother was born Ben has to maybe at least remember something. He was only a year old so he might not but hopefully he would.