Please... make it stop... it hurts... | Depressed Deku AU

Chapter eighteen

Izuku's POV

My head was spinning as My eyes tried to adjust to the new environment. I blinked slowly as I looked around. It was the empty black room I was in when I talked to that other version of myself.

"Well, well, well" A sing-song voice came from behind me, "Hi there Izuku~" The voice was right next to my ear, speaking directly into it.

I let out an exasperated sigh and reluctantly turned around to face him.

"What do you want?" I say with a tang of annoyance.

"sigh, you're so serious. lighten up, Izuku" He said as he punches my arm playfully, I slap his hand away.

"Stop it and answer my quest-" He cut me off.

"So, uh, tell me. how's your mother been?" I froze.

"I..." My voice trailed off as I thought.

I didn't know how my mom was. I honestly had no idea. I have barely talked to her these past few weeks.

"I thought so~" His face contorted into a sickening grin. "You know, it is your fault for doing this to her. If you had only been a better son then maybe she wouldn't be in such a bad way. If only you had been a better son."

"I.... I..." I was yet again at a loss.

"I... I know it is...." I finally say after a few long seconds

"Oh really? Do you know exactly how much worry and pain you have caused her? Do you know how many tears she has shed for you? Cause it's a pretty fucking lot."

"I..." I look down at my feet. The guilt was welling up in my chest.

"If only you had not been so selfish and thought about how your actions affect others. Maybe things would have been better. but we will never know, now will we?"

I blink back the tears that are fighting their way out of my eyes. I looked down at my feet and squeezed my eyes tight, trying not to let them show. It's not like I can hide anything from him...he's in my brain.

I snap, shaking and hugging my knees, my tears finally flooding free. I just sobbed and sobbed. I felt something hard collide with my face, sending me tumbling backwards. I clutched my face where I was hit and let a small wimpier escape my lips. I looked up and saw him

"Pathetic." He looked down at me with distain and hatred. "You're so pathetic." He walks close to my body, that is now sprawled out on the ground, he bends down so we are eye to eye.

"stop crying. What? Do you actually think crying makes you less selfish and pathetic? Cause buddy" He looked me in the eye, "That just makes me want to hit you again~" He smiles at me, shutting both of his eyes. Then I felt another blow to the other side of my face.

This blow sent me further into the black room. More tears came flooding out from my eyes as I looked up at him with fear. He was standing with his foot out and glaring at me.

"People who think they can cry and everything will be ok make me Fucking sick" He says coldly, "Get out of my sight" With that he slaps his fingers and the room deteriorates around me.

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Sorry I haven't updated in a while, I've been really trying to update. sorry it's so short. 

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