Chapter nineteen

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Izuku's pov

I abruptly sit up screaming and crying from the previous encounter with him

I was desperately trying to calm down and completely forgot where I was and who I was with. 

Suddenly a pair of arms wrapped around me, Dark green haor flooded my vision. 

"M-Mom?" I stutter out. 

"Izuku... I was so worried..." My mom sobbed into my chest. I was unsure of what I should do.

"What a fucking amazing son you are. COMFORT HER ALREADY DUMBASS" A voice from the back of my head said, It was probably him

"Shut up..." I mutter, responding to the voice. 

He whistles "What a loony you are replying to weird voices in your head. You mental Izuku?" 

I ignored him and drew my attention to my crying mother. 

"Hey hey I'm ok mom, it's ok," I say in a soothing voice, I repeat words of reassurance to my mother as she sobs until she eventually sits up.

"Are you really ok izuku?" She asks worriedly 

"Pfft no," He says, I internally glare at him

"Yeah I'm good mom," I say as I force a smile

My mom smiles and we hug once again.  

It was nice being with my mom and hugging her again, it feels like it's been forever since the last time I hugged her... Maybe it has... 

"I'm really sorry," I say, now it was my turn to start crying, "I'm so sorry for not being there for you and talking to you for the past few months. I'm a horrible son and a horrible person I'm sorry" I sob 

"Izuku..." She paused. "You are going through a lot right now, if anything I should be apologizing not you. I should have been paying more attention to you and done more for you. You haven't done anything wrong. I love you izuku that will never change ok?"

I just cry more, mom eventually joins in and we all cry together. As crappy as I was feeling I still enjoyed being with my mother In this state of peace. I felt safe. It was nice

"I love you too mom." 

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Suppppeeerrrrr sorry for not writing anything for a year been really unmotivated and a lot of shit happened. I'll try to update more. again, sorry

-Noriko

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