Please... make it stop... it hurts... | Depressed Deku AU

Chapter 20

Izuku's POV

"Izuku!" A blown-haired girl ran into the hospital room where my mom and I were talking in.

"Ochako?" I said as the girl ran over to the hospital bed and pulled a chair over. She looked worried. "W-What's wrong...?"

"Oh this is going to be good," He said

"Are you ok now? You were weird before... you acted a lot like toga Izuku... It was scary.."

"Huh?" What's she talking about? I was? When?

Then it clicked.

"Him" I mutter with loathing.

"Him?" Ochako looked confused

"Ok, Ok loonie pants, don't tell the nice chick who talks to you about how you talk to voices in your head like a fucking psychopath." He said

I sighed, I knew I couldn't tell anyone because I might be sent to a mental hospital or something. I don't even know anymore it's all so confusing.

"You ok?" I looked back up at her and forced a smile

"I'm fine, sorry I was being weird earlier."

"O-Oh ok... you sure you're ok?"

"Yeah."

"You know I thought psychopaths were supposed to be good at lying, guess I was wrong. You fucking suck at lying."

"Shut up..." I accidentally responded out loud. Shit.

"Huh? Are you talking to someone?"
"No! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA JUST MY HEAD SRRY LOLOLOLOO!" I laugh insanely.
My hands love on my own suddenly.
They twist and contorted.
Fingers bending.

They reach into my pocket almost on their own free will. A knife slides out with them.
With a quick thrust ochako is dead.
Red room.
Suffocating silence.
With a boom.
Drenched in violence.

I pulled back at my own neck. The horror of the gore too much. I feel hot, burning, scorching tears in my eyes.

Then it's over.

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Yeah I'm never updating again. I'm older and realized how stupid this story is and how I was using this to project my own depression a few years ago blah blah blah. Peace lol