I can't do it without you / a Buddie fanfic

alone time

Bobbys pov

when we arrive at the hospital Eddie is sat in the waiting room with his head in his hands I walk over and put my hand on his back he jumps and looks up 

"its only me" I say sitting next to him I look more into his eyes tears falling 

"hey he's gonna be ok" I say it hurts me to see him like this and to see how much he loves him

" I told him to shoot me and then he shot him why would he do that" Eddie says words becoming a little uncommunicable I just grab his shoulders and pull him closer. 

"hes gonna be ok" I whispered but not knowing that myself a doctor walks out and grabs Eddie to go talk to him all I hear is hes in a coma and we are not sure if he will wake up that's all I got to hear before Eddie fall to the floor I jump up and pull him in both of us now sat on the floor I turn to look at chim and hen who are giving sympathetic looks . Maddie rushes in and I hear crys as chim fills her In. 

eddies pov 

after 3 hours of crying

" I need go for a walk" I announce 

"do you want me to come with you" bobby asks I just shake my head I walk through the streets of LA everything reminds me of him and I'm not sure I will be able to live without him . Hes my world my everything I need him . I wonder through his fave places I go in the arcade and sit on the bench I remember about 3 weeks after we first met me and him we got off a rough shift and he took it pretty hard and I told him I knew how to cheer him up so we came to this arcade and we played and then we went on the bumper cars his hand accidentally touch mine I think thats when I actually knew I loved him I remembered how our eyes locked for a second and yeah I knew. I feel my face tears I hadn't even realised id been crying I stand up

" I can't do this without you" i mumble I dont want to do this without you I need you I wanna go with you I think as I make my way to the bridge 

Bobbys pov 

its been a hour

" where's Eddie have you guys seen him or heard from him" I say

" hes not answering my calls" hen adds 

"ok we have to look for him hes in a bad place right now" I say 

"ill stay here incase anything happens with buck" Maddy says me hen and chim run out the hospital and run in different ways I go straight to the coffee shop buck and Eddie often meet up at. I run in and no one had seen him and he wasn't here. I radio to hen and chim

" hes not at there house" hen says through the radio I feel panic chim radios through" hes not at the station cap" I panic 

"search roof tops and piers everywhere you dont know what could be going through his head" I shout as I ran straight for the bridge over the water I see him stood on the edge I grab the radio 

"on the bridge I need you u guys here and a ambo hes gonna jump" I said through the radio trying to stay as calm as possible before approaching him