eddies pov
I jumped of the bridge and all of a sudden im in a white room
" buck " I say as I see a figure
" what are you doing here" he says rushing over
"where is here" I say taking him into my arms
"I dont know I was in that corridor with you and then I was here" he says I look at him confusion flashing in both our eyes
"you guys are in the inbetween" someone speaks from behind it was a shadow I jump back then look at buck
"you both could die or live thats up to the big man this is where you wait" the person spoke before it fell silent again.
"i know why im here why are you. baby what happened" he says grabbing my shoulders
"I gave up buck" I say looking down
" I just want to be with you forever" I said
"now we can be" he smiled
we walked through the white hallway and found two chairs we both sat down as it was the first chairs we had seen in about 2 hours all of a sudden the room went dark and a screen lit up infront of us a picture appeared and it was buck staring at me on my first day of work
"what the hell do we need this guy for" buck says then it showed me changing into my gear I laughed and looked at buck
"you really said that" I laughed he just nodded and laughed it then flashed to us in the arcade then to buck admitting to Maddie that he may have s boy crush on me
"thats cute" I say smiling he smiles and looks at me
"I love you Yano" he says
"I know I love you" I say we share a kiss again. then more scenes from our life flash through ending with buck being shot and me on the bridge
"baby" buck says looking at me crying i just look at him
then it goes off we look at each other
"our lifetime was good" I say smiling
"it sure was" he says then the screen came back on it was me and buck and the 118 but we was all older I look at buck
"what is this" he shrugged me and buck sat on a swinging hammock his head laying on my shoulder dad a kid says jumping on my knee I look at buck
" is this what could have been" I said looking at him he grabs my hand
" I love it" then a older man walks on the screen with a girl
" is that criss" buck says smiling I nod with tears in my eyes as the girl holding criss hand flashes a engagement ring
" omg " was all I was able to mutter out. Then the shadow came back
"now its time to decide" the shadow said before disappearing I look at buck
"whatever happens I will always love you" I say
" I love you more " he says before pulling me closer to him I kiss him and we hold in a hug and wait
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I can't do it without you / a Buddie fanfic
Fanfiction!!!!!!!!!!!!! TW !!!!!!!!!!! buck is struggling with self harm and Eddie just wants to make the pain go away but could the feelings between them be more than friendship - with criss away at summer camp who knows what could happen
