I can't do it without you / a Buddie fanfic

I can't live without him

Bobbys pov 

"Eddie you dont need to do" this I say slowly approaching him 

"I do I can't live without him" he crys stood on the edge over the water I see chim and a team wait by the water at the bottom just incase and I hope Eddie doesn't see them and panic 

"you dont have to Eddie hes not dead he may live" I say taking another step 

"no I can't hes my world ,he may not survive and I can't live with that I need him you dont understand" Eddie stutters out

"hey buddy"  hen says approaching from the other side 

"hen you dont understand I can't loose him" he crys I have never seen him this way

"Eddie  come on step away from the edge and tell me" hen says in a calm voice

"he needs you to be strong for him Eddie" I say taking another step closer 

"I love him to much he saved me after Shannon died and if he dies theres no coming back from that , we wanted to get married and have a family hes the love of my life and I just can't like without him" Eddie cried you could hear the pain in his voice

" Eddie think about criss" hen says reaching a hand out for him to take he turns round from the edge like he finally heard us 

"promise me you will take care if him" he says I see him lean back and plummet towards the water I leap forward to try and catch him but im to late I see him falling and splashing into the water like slow motion at the same time hen screams and leeches forward but we was too late. I see chim and the rescue charge into the water I sprint off the bridge and into the water at the bottom meeting a soaked chim with Eddie in his arms I take Eddie off him and run to the ambulance .Hes loaded in 

"wait" I say as I see him move 

"Eddie" I say looking over him

" just let me go" he whispers before hes loaded in and rushed away. we follow the ambulance back to the hospital and run in to the hospital to be greeted with a frantic maddie

"I just saw Eddie being rushed in what happened" Maddie says running over and thats where chim broke down he fell into maddies arms . it hurt to see chim this broken and hen to as she rushed over to the chair and put her head in her hands I sat across the room and held myself together for everyone else I knew If I broke down it would do no good to anyone.

Athena walks through the door I stand up to greet her but seeing her makes me emotional I let a few tears fall from my face and she takes me to the seats she holds my head close to her as I cry a little more before pulling myself together.  

" so what's going on with them" she eventually asks

" both in comas buck was shot and Eddie tried to kill himself my team how could I let this happen". I say looking down 

"this is not your fault but poor boys" she says before getting up and talking to the doctor and then walking back over 

"there moving Eddie into bucks room all they wanted was to be together" she says sitting back next to me she grabs my knee and I lean my head back feeling tired. I check the time and its  2am I didnt even realise how late it was.