ikigai [DOTAE] ✅

Chapter 12

A/N Last chapter was... Eventful

What musical artists do you listen to that aren't kpop?

I listen to several, and I'm to lazy to name them, but before kpop I listened to a whole lot of Demi Lovato, I still listen to a bit here and there but not as much

Disclaimer, this beginning part will also have in depth description of cuts and pain and stuff, so you can skip to Kun's POV

Doyoung POV

Doyoung was lying on a table, his arms and legs chained down, screaming as thousands of cuts and gashes appeared all over his body

Screaming in agony, tears falling out of the corners of his eyes, rolling down over his cheekbones, mixing with the dark red liquid that was there, making blood tears

Doyoung screamed as he felt a deep gash form slowly on his inner thigh, cutting deeper than any of the other cuts

Doyoung couldn't do anything other that scream and cry, as Taeyong leaned over him, laughing maniacally at Doyoung's pain

Taeyong then reached down and untied the chains holding his hands down, Doyoung's wrists were torn and chaffed from all the pulling on the chains

Taeyong then grabbed a big butchers knife, handing it to Doyoung, which he in turn gripped around the handle, raising it over his heart and-

Doyoung awoke with a jolt, screaming as he stubbled out of bed, falling to the floor, shaking violently as tears poured from his eyes

Hurriedly checking all over his arms and legs to make sure there were no cuts

Reaching down to his leg carefully sliding part of his shorts over, looking at his inner thigh where the cut had been

Lightly tracing his fingers over where the gash had been, he began crying again

Partially from joy that it was a dream, but unfortunately mostly because he was afraid that said dream would come true

                                    •••

Kun POV

Kun slowly awoke from his peaceful sleep, getting up and walking to the bathroom that was across the hall from him

Reaching for the handle of the door he heard a heart wrenching scream

Turning around quickly, noticing the scream came from the direction of Doyoung's room

Rushing into Doyoung's room, opening the door, seeing the boy on the bedroom floor, the blankets in a pile behind him, he was shaking violently, while checking his arms and legs as if he was looking for something

Doyoung traced his fingers over his inner thigh, and Kun rushed towards him, kneeling on the ground beside him, grabbing his arms

Doyoung flinched and scooted himself back, his back hitting the bed, this fear in his eyes, as tears rolled down his face

Staring at Kun for a second, he finally noticed that Kun didn't intend to hurt him, he slowly let his guard down

Wiping his tears away with the back of his hand he looked at Kun

"G-goodmorning Kun."

He spoke as if he wasn't just crying and screaming on his bedroom floor

"Don't 'goodmorning Kun' me, what happened?"

Kun spoke in a calm voice, slowly sliding over towards Doyoung as not to frighten the boy, placing a hand on his shoulder

"N- nothing's wrong, I just had a nightmare."