ikigai [DOTAE] ✅

Chapter 13

A/N writing the last part of the last chapter put me in such a good mood, I don't even know why 😂😭

ANYWAYS

Do you read more member X member ffs, like this one, or more member X Y/N ffs, or do you normally read ffs that have nothing to do with kpop 🤔

I used to read all Y/N stuff, than I found that Member x member seem to be more interesting 🤷

Doyoung POV

Doyoung hadn't left his room all day, it was 1 in the afternoon, a member named Jaemin bringing him breakfast, and another member, Mark had brought him lunch, than he had stayed with Doyoung for an hour, just talking about lots of stuff while Doyoung ate

Mark told the tale of how he joined NCT, he had been a paper boy, delivering letters, one day, a letter to NCT was accidentally opened and Mark had seen the strange things inside, he ended up using it as blackmail against the NCT, and through a period of several years, he ended up joining them

Marks version of the story consisted up many more details, and points of exaggeration and self boosting proclamations, but eventually after a very long hour of Mark's story, he finished

Doyoung had pretty much sat there listening the whole time, Mark was a curious human, he was probably from what Doyoung assumed, about the same age, maybe a little younger than himself, but he acted and had the sense of humor as a 12 year old boy going through puberty

Once Mark finished his story, he stood up, thanked Doyoung for listening, than checking his watch, a panicked look on his face

"Oh shit I'm late, bye Doyoung, it was nice meeting you!"

Mark rushed off, leaving Doyoung alone

4 hours later and Doyoung had accomplished nothing, he had drawn a bit, created little paper flowers that he used string and tied to the ceiling, taught himself a bit of oragami, and redecorated the room

He wasn't allowed a phone or any device so he had to find things to do, refusing to sleep, not wanting to have more nightmares

Doyoung was now laying down in the middle of his room, facing up, staring at the ceiling that now had little flowers hanging down from it

Doyoung smiled slightly, the flowers made him happy

No one had came in his room since Mark had left, and not wanting to disturb Kun he just stayed put

Doyoung's stomach growled

"Fuck"

He sighed

"I'm hungry."

Sitting up and looking over to a little paper oragami dragon he made that could fit in the palm of his hand, he striked up a one sided conversation with it

"Should I go get some food from the kitchen?"

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"Like I know where it is, it wouldn't be that hard to just grab something and run back here."

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"No? Why shouldn't I though, no one would see me, and even if they do, what are the chances of it being Taeyong."

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"Listen here, there are 21 other people in this house according to Mark, not including me or Taeyong, there's no chance of me bumping into him."

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"The percentage of me running into him is very very low, plus even if I did, there would probably be other people there so he wouldn't be able to fill out his evil desires to do with my apparently.... Perfect body...."