ikigai [DOTAE] ✅

Chapter 33

A/N uhmmmmmm

If you could marry a song, which song would you marry 🤷

You can obviously tell that I've run out of questions

Renjun POV

"It's been 3 days, we haven't gotten a single clue of where they could be, what is taking so long?"

They were all seated in the meeting room, discussing the disappearance of Taeyong and Doyoung

Kun had been designated as leader for the time being, Johnny was helping him navigate everything

They were all in the meeting room, Renjun and Haechan were seated beside eachother

"Let's go over the information one more time, Renjun. Go on."

Renjun nodded at Kun and gave a file to Kun

Then Renjun turned to the tv in the corner of the room, and started playing footage from a security camera

"We saw on the security camera that Doyoung and Taeyong were together at 1 PM on Monday the 13th of March, on the security camera you can see at 1:15 Doyoung walks away from Taeyong and gets shot by someone out of camera."

Renjun saw Kun flinch as Doyoung crumpled to the ground, blood pouring from his body

Renjun took a deep breath, continuing

"Taeyong rushed over to I would assume, save Doyoung, but he was knocked unconscious by a dart with most likely sleeping drugs inside, than a mysterious someones took their bodies and carried them away, none of us apparently saw because we were to.... Distracted with other things."

The others nodded as Renjun turned the TV off and sat back down

Renjun felt tears prick his eyes, blinking rapidly, he couldn't cry right now, he had to be strong

His boyfriend must've noticed because he placed a soft hand on Renjun's thigh to comfort him

Renjun looked at Haechan

Haechan smiled softly at Renjun

Renjun sadly smiled, a single tear slipping down his face

Haechan reached up and wiped the tear away with his thumb, resting his hand on Renjun's cheek

It was moments like these that reminded Renjun why he was so madly in love with Haechan

Renjun leaned into Haechan's hand

"I want you all to think over this information, please, if you have any thoughts or ideas, please say them."
Kun begged, the members nodded

"Well... You're dismissed."
Kun said, standing up and walking off

The other members got up and wandered off

Renjun walked along with Haechan

Haechan slipped his hand into Renjun's, squeezing it lightly, they walked up to their shared bedroom

Renjun laid down on the bed, pulling his knees up to his chest, hugging them tightly

Haechan sat down beside Renjun, running his fingers through the older's hair

Renjun sniffled

Haechan's stopped for a few seconds before continuing

"I was close to both of them.... And now we don't even know if they're alive, I feel like everyone is leaving."
Renjun spoke

Haechan looked at the older, seeing tears welling up in his eyes

"I mean like, you know my past, and than Jisung, Chenle and Yuta left, and now we don't even know where Doyoung and Taeyong are, and somehow I blame myself."

"Renjun it's not your fault."

"I know... Just... Me being at fault somehow makes me feel better, it's always been my fault in the past.... What if now is just like back then."

"Junnie, eventually you gotta learn that you can't control everything... Ok?"

Renjun nodded

Haechan smiled at the tiny boy

"Don't worry Renjun, I'll never leave you."

Renjun smiled and looked up at Haechan

"Thank you Channie."

Haechan smiled at the nickname

There was a comfortable silence between the two for a few minutes before Renjun spoke again

"Can you cuddle me? I'm tired."

Haechan smiled at his boyfriend's clinginess

"Of course, you big baby."

Haechan said, laying down behind the older, spooning him, pulling Renjun up against his chest, wrapping his arms around the other's tiny waist, resting his face in the crook of Renjun's neck

Inhaling Renjun's scent

"You smell like old men."
Haechan teased, eating a elbow in the gut

Haechan giggled at the older

"I'm kidding Junnie."

Renjun snuggled into Haechan's chest, holding onto the hands that were wrapped around him

"You're actually my favorite smell in the world."

"Really?"

"Yeah Jun. Really."

"Tell me more."

Haechan smiled

"You smell like the feeling of being outside when the sun is setting, it's a calming smell that makes a boy want to fall asleep, a smell that would calm even the stormiest of seas, a smell that would make someone want to hug, cuddle, and kiss you, and never ever let go."

Haechan was about to continue his rant, until he heard soft snores coming from the tiny figure in his arms

Haechan sighed contentedly, kissing Renjun's neck softly, before also falling asleep

A/N.... I felt like y'all needed a break from my bitchiness... If that's even a word.... ANYWAYS here's some soft Renhyuck content 🤲 because this is all the soft content y'all will be getting for a while