ikigai [DOTAE] ✅

Chapter 15

A/N how'd you spend your new year

I didn't... Jk, I facetimed my bff, and stayed up really late drinking caffeine, because I can't legally drink🤪

Doyoung POV

It had been several days since Doyoung and Taeyong had last spoken, when the members would go on missions, Taeyong would do as Doyoung requested and left the food at Doyoung's door, knocking to alert Doyoung, and than walking away

Doyoung was slightly curious on why Taeyong had listened to him, Taeyong was a mafia boss for goodness sake, he didn't take orders from anyone

But Doyoung was ok with it, he was happy that Taeyong had agreed to his terms

Doyoung did feel slightly lonely though, the others would go on missions on a pretty regular basis, not all of the members wouldn't go every time

But today, once again, everyone was on a mission except Doyoung, Taeyong and Renjun

It was lunchtime

Doyoung had decided to man up and do something, face his fears ya know?

He was lonely, lonely and tired, and when he was lonely, and tired, he did stupid things without thinking

So when he heard that familiar knock on the door Doyoung stood up and quickly strode to the door, opening it, Taeyong was crouching down, placing the plate on the floor

Glancing up, seeing Doyoung, Taeyong looked back down, standing up

"Sorry, I'll be on my way."

Taeyong spoke, looking down

Doyoung furrowed his brows

What happened to the fearless mafia boss a few days

Taeyong turning around

Just ask you fucking pussy

"Uh... Have you eaten yet?"

Doyoung asked

"No, no not yet."

Taeyong spoke, his back still facing Doyoung

"Can I, join you for lunch?"

Doyoung asked, noticing that Taeyong stiffened

"Uh... Uh sure if you're comfortable with that."

"I wouldn't have asked if I wasn't comfortable with it."

Doyoung responded

"Ok... Fine, common."

Taeyong motioned his hand, his back still facing Doyoung

Doyoung picked up the plate on the floor, and followed Taeyong down the stairs

Walking into the dining room, Taeyong sat down at the head of the very long table, Doyoung sitting a few seats away

"Is Renjun gonna be coming?"

"No, he's watching the mission, I already brought food to him, so at least we know the gremlin is alive."

Doyoung let out a short breathy laugh

Than they began eating, their meal was awkward and silent to say the least

Doyoung finished first, leaning back in his chair

What the fuck do I do now

Doyoung was unsure if he should get up and leave, or stay and watch the older eat

He decided to just stay, it's not like he had anything to do in his room, and he might as well make sure the other wouldn't choke and die

Taeyong finished his food, pushing his plate away

"You take forever to eat."
Doyoung commented, earning a glare from Taeyong

Standing up, Taeyong picked up his plate and walked over to the kitchen, Doyoung following with his own plate

Setting his plate down in the sink Taeyong turned around, looking at the younger who was setting his own plate down

"You and Jeno never finished your tour right?"

Doyoung looked at Taeyong

"Yeah, we were rudely interrupted before we could finish." Doyoung commented, slightly glaring at Taeyong

"Ahh yes, but maybe if you weren't standing in front of my door saying rude shit about me, I wouldn't have interrupted." Taeyong fired back

"But there was no need for you to threaten me, even if I was standing in front of your door, it's a fucking door."

Doyoung could feel things getting heated, but he couldn't care less

"Oh my GOSH take a fucking joke sometimes."

It was a joke?

"That was a joke?"

"Yeah, most of it was a joke."

"Well how was I supposed to know it was a joke, when it was said by a mafia boss who kept me trapped in his fucking dungeon for three days straight?!"

"You're such a bitch, just be happy I didn't leave you in there for longer, and YOU were the one who SHOT ME!"

"Hell yeah I shot you, YOU KILLED MY FUCKING PARENTS!"

"So we're really going back to that?! It's in the past, let it go!"

"ITS BEEN A FUCKING MONTH, IM NOT ABOUT TO JUST FORGET IT! YOU WOULDN'T FORGET IT SO FAST IF ONE OF THE MEMBERS DIED!"

Taeyong paused

Doyoung could see he crossed a line

Fuck I'm gonna die

"Kim Doyoung, I'm trying my fucking hardest to keep from fucking murdering you right now, I'm trying and trying to make you forgive me, because Kun told me to, but you're making it so fucking hard right now, I swear, if-."

"Ok ok ok calm down hoes, you're disturbing my peaceful chaos."

Taeyong and Doyoung looked over to see Renjun standing in the kitchen, sucking on a lollipop

"How- how long have you been there?"
Taeyong questioned

"When y'all started fighting.... Wait... Y'all always fight, never miiiind, you'd think you're an old married couple."
Renjun spoke, smirking at the two,

"You keep your lollipop, dick sucking self, out of my damn business, keep sucking on your lollipop. bitch, I'm sure Haechan will enjoy that later."

Taeyong spoke, obviously mad at the small male

Doyoung's eyes widened at the comment

Renjun smirked
"I'm sure he will greatly enjoy it, you just wish you could have the same treatment, you lonely, single bitch who will never get someone to pleasure him like how me and Haechan do."

Taeyong glared at Renjun, Doyoung behind a few feet behind him, wide eyes, he didn't want to know all of this

"Hey hey hey, I would ... Adore hearing more about Taeyong's loneliness, Renjun and Haechan's sex life, and everything in between, BUT I have to go... Back to my room, and live a life, separated from all humanity... So... Goodbye, Renjun, you have a good sex life, and Taeyong you can go back to your masterbation, byeeee."

Doyoung rambled, dashing out of the kitchen, avoiding Taeyong who just about roundhoused him in the face

A/N for those who do not know what a roundhouse is, it's a move in Taekwondo, it's basically a fancy kick

ANYWAYS this chapter I was gonna have Taeyong show Doyoung around, but than that part of the chapter somehow got deleted so I ended up re writing it like this... Which I like better, because I love Renhyuck