AMBIVALENCE . tsukishima kei [✓]

𝐂𝐇30 : 𝗶𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 (!)

* sorry for not updating for the last two days. here's an apology gift. it's a dream so don't get confused heheh. NSFW *

[ third person ]

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[y/n] stirred awake, looking up at the ceiling of her room. She felt a strange sense of emptiness as she laid there in silence, not moving too much in fear of waking Kageyama up. She couldn't tell why she felt this way all of a sudden.

Maybe it was the way Tsukishima had kissed her. The way his hot tongue would slide against her bottom lip, asking for entrance to her mouth. Or maybe it was the way his hands would rest on her hips, gripping them so tightly that she felt trapped yet so free.

Deep within her heart, she wished to held again by Tsukishima.

"[y/n]," His voice was husky as he rolled over, wrapping his arms around her waist. "Why are you wake?"

Glancing down at the male whose voice wasn't Kageyama's, her eyes slightly widened when she saw the familiar blond tufts of hair that brushed against her stomach. Tsukishima laid in her bed, his head nuzzled into her stomach with his body in between her legs.

"Tsukishima? Where's Tobio? What's-" She was cut off by the male lightly pinching her inner thigh. "Ow-"

"Why're you bring up him? And why are you calling me Tsukishima?" He muttered with a scowl and furrowed brows.

"Because that's your name..?"

Tsukishima scoffed, "But you don't call me that."

"Uh, yes I do."

"No, you don't."

"Yes, I do." [y/n] felt triumphant when the male didn't refute her answer, seemingly winning the argument. That proud smile quickly dissipated when she felt Tsukishima's fingers hook on the waist band of her shorts as he slid down.

"Since you can't seem to remember," His lips briefly kissed her inner thigh before he opened his mouth, scraping his teeth against her skin then lighting biting. The action elicited a small yelp from the female. "I'll make sure you remember it very well."

She gasped when he pulled down her shorts and panties, sliding them off of her body with ease. The embarrassment was creeping up her spine and onto her cheeks at the sudden exposure. "Tsukishima, wait-"

His tongue paid no heed to the words that left her mouth as he leaned forward, pressed his tongue flush against her slit and licking upwards. A shock shot up her spine, a sharp intake sounding from her parted lips.

"Tsukishim-AH!" His name left her lips sharply as his slick tongue continued to work its magic on her. Her fingers could only reached down, weaving themselves into his blond locks that she lightly tugged on.

His left arm was wrapped around her thigh, holding her in place while his right hand casually squeezed her thigh, trailing over to her entrance. His mouth disconnected from her slit for a moment, allowing his finger to slowly push its way into her, pumping in and out.

[y/n] slapped a hand over her mouth, feeling a familiar knot building up in the pits of her stomach. The way he was touching her made her body feel hot all over and she just wanted to buck her hips to create more friction.

Knowing a single finger wasn't enough for her, Tsukishima added another and picked up the pace with the thrust of his fingers. "What's my name?"

In between labored breaths, she huffed, "T-Tsukishima." Her eyes widened when he scoffed against her lip, parting his mouth to suck on her clit. The stimulation of both his hand and his mouth made her hips tremble, desperately wanting to buck away from him. Unfortunately, his arm held her in place.

"Ah...Tsukishima...I'm gonna-" She cut herself short when the male stopped moving his hands, disconnecting his lips from her clit as soon as she was about to cum. He smirked when he saw the disappointment on her face. "W-What?"

"I won't let you cum until you say it right." He exhaled lightly, allowing his hot breath to fan over her most sensitive parts.

As much as she wanted to say it, she held her ground and smirked, "Just try it, Tsukishima."

"You can't run away from me now."

[ t i m e   s k i p ]

[y/n] deeply regretted her decision from earlier. She was laid in the middle of the sheets, her fists gripping the white sheets so tightly as she suffered the consequences. Her hair was stuck to her sweat slick face and messily sprawled around her head. Hot tears of pleasure and frustration ran down her cheeks because of Tsukishima.

It had been over an hour since he had started his torture and he sure was feeling patient today. The constant edging was beginning to make her body hurt from the pure ache that desired a climax.

It was practically a sob as she looked down at him, begging for it. "Y-You win..."

"Oh?" He rested his cheek against her thigh, peering up at her. He could barely see her but he knew exactly how she looked right now.

With a shaky breath, she pleaded, "Pl..Please, Kei. Let me cum." She could feel a sense of relief fill her body when Tsukishima smirked with a nod, pleased with her final compliance.

"Of course." Tsukishima held her leg tightly, pressing his tongue against her slit while his fingers slid inside. With the same pressure and pace all the way through, he brought her to the edge of her climax and finally let her have it.

"Kei!" The pleasure that racked her body made her legs shake wildly and her body stiffen. Her back arched as tears sprung out of her eyes, a loud moan escaping her mouth. She could feel her mind practically melt from the single climax she had been waiting for all night. "Kei!"

Her body suddenly went limp when her climax reached its end, leaving her a twitching mess. Her hazy tear-filled eyes glanced down at Tsukishima, only to find him no longer there. Her eyes searched the room, widening in surprise when she saw Kageyama sitting beside her, a look of disapproval on her face.

"You 'moved on?' You're still in love with him." Kageyama muttered, standing up from the bed. [y/n] quickly sat up, trying to reach out to the male who began walking away. "If you're so desperate for him, just go."

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[y/n] sat up abruptly, glancing around the room in a cold sweat. Kageyama was fast asleep beside her, his arm around her waist. She cupped her face, feeling overwhelmed with the emotions she had felt in that dream.

One thing was clear.

She had to end something and fix something.

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[ a/n : HAPPY NEW YEARS!! it's not even night time for me yet but I hope you guys have an amazing 2021 and enjoy yourself very much! i think of all of my readers as my friends/family so you can always pm me for whatever you need. im always with you so let's be happy together in 2021!! TO ANOTHER YEAR OF TSUKKI FANFICS 💗 ]