Fucked up: Tiktok boys bxb

Thirty-One

*Sorry in advance for the fact that the POV switches so much.*

Bryce's POV
Jaden hasn't come home in days. Me, Anthony and Josh haven't spoken to Blake since he left. I still can believe they have been sleeping together. I guess thats why Jaden always acted weird around him. I guess thats also why he embarrassed him on the live last week. I still talked to Josh about how seriously messed up that was especially since Jaden was clear he didn't want to be touched.

One thing that I find though is that Jaden is uncomfortable when anyone enters his personal space so how could he be having sex with someone else. He locks his bedroom door and the bathroom door before he changes clothes or takes a shower. I don't see how he would be willing to get naked in front of someone he just recently got close with.

I don't want it to have to come to this but I have the ability to track his phone. I can do find my iphone on him but I'm giving him another day to come back. I just hope he is okay.

Jaden's POV
I stared at the little bag of white powder in my hand. I need someone to stop me right now. But no one here is going to do that. Me and Troy were just sitting in his office when a man I hadn't seen in a while walked in. Troy sat up immediately but the man just stared at me. "I thought he didn't work here anymore?" He asked gesturing to me. "It's Jaden, Dad he left but he is staying here for a bit." Troy answered. "If you want to stay here you have to come back as a dancer." He said looking down at me then walking out.

I was horrified and I guess my face showed it because Troy said, "It'll be okay Jay, all these body guards are here for a reason. They keep and eye on the dancers and keep them safe." I thought about it for a second then said, "I'm all bruised and I have scars all over my body. No one wants to see that. Plus not all of your body guards are exactly concerned for my safety." Troy opened his drawer and I looked at him with wide eyes as he pulled out a tattoo gun. "Do you want to cover some of those up?"  He asked knowing I had been wanting to for a long time. "So what if I tell you what I want then make myself pass out, will you just do all of it at once?" I asked with a smile. "Yeah, I guess so." He said laughing.

We spent the next hour talking about what tattoos I wanted and where. So once we did that I poured some of the white powder out on the table and straightened it into lines. It's too bad that I can't be sober anymore but I can't live this life without getting high. I covered on nostril and inhaled the lines. Once I sat up I started feeling dizzy. "Night night..." I said falling back on the couch and losing consciousness.

Bryce's POV
I kept saying I will give him another day. I really didn't want to track him but he has been gone for about a week and a half and I can't put it off anymore. I typed his information in and his apple id picture popped up on the map. Why is he down town?  I didn't tell the boys where I was going and just left. Jaden doesn't need seven of us trying to talk to him at once. I got in the uber and went downtown, once I got to his location I looked at the building. Why is he at a strip club? I hesitantly went inside and looked around not seeing him.

I could here a man yelling at a dancer. I couldn't see them but I heard him yell, "I don't care if the outfit makes you uncomfortable, customers have been requesting it and you are just going to take it off anyway!" Moments later a boy with a lot of tattoos dressed in a fishnets, a short catholic school skirt and a tied up white button up stumbled on stage as if he were pushed. He walked to the pole and started dancing as the song Love bites played. I looked up and made eye contact with the boy seeing the eyes of a boy I couldn't mistake for anyone else, he stopped for a second but went back to it.

He stripped off his shirt and I walked up to the stage. "Get down!" I yelled over the music. A large man grabbed me by the arm but Jaden yelled, "Wait no! Leave him alone!" He got off stage and shooed the man away. He grabbed my hand and led me to one of the back rooms. He shut the door then looked at me worriedly. I walked over to him and he flinched as I put my arms around him. He took a second to process before hugging me back.

"Please come home. I need you. They need you." I said talking through a heavy lump in my throat. "I can't." He replied with a mumble into my shirt. "Please?" I pleaded. "I'm scared..." he said tightening his grip on me. "I am too, the love of my life won't come home." I said holding him like he was going to disappear. He looked up at me with sad eyes and nodded. I took off my hoodie and put it on him before we went and grabbed his stuff. There are drugs all over the place in this room. He hugged the guy sitting at the desk and told him he was going home.

I was so relieved to get in his car and start driving back to Sway. Once we got inside we went to his room and he took a shower and I laid in his bed waiting for him. He walked out in sweatpants and went to the dresser and grabbed a sweatshirt. He slipped it on then walked to the bed. "I'm so glad you're home." I said as he laid his head on my chest. "I missed you too." He said half asleep. I rubbed his back and stayed quiet trying to let him fall asleep.

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I must've fallen asleep while letting Jaden sleep but I was woken up by two hands on my chest. "What's up Jay?" I asked opening my eyes. "Can I have my pacy, daddy?" He asked quietly. I quickly sat up when I heard his little voice. "Of course you can baby." I responded pulling a pacifier out of the drawer. He smiled and put the pacifier in his mouth. "Hey, Daddy?" He said with the pacifier still in his mouth. I nodded for him to continue and he put his hands on my face and looked into my eyes saying, "I wuv you." I smiled at the fluffy haired boy in my lap and said, "I love you too baby, always have and always will." Both of us sat there smiling and I just put my arms around him hugging tightly.

He let out a small giggle and I laughed when I heard it. "Hey baby, will you stay in here while I go pick up Anthony and Josh from the airport. Im going to be gone for a few hours." I said to the small boy. He nodded then watched as I got ready to go. He drifted to sleep while still cuddled up under the covers. I didn't want to leave Jaden but I had to go get Josh and Anthony.

Jaden's POV
I woke up to the sound of Noah and Blake yelling down the halls from each other. Hearing that voice hurt too much. I looked through the bag I brought home until I found the bag of pills I had never stopped taking. I've built a tolerance to them but I also haven't taken them in a week. My tolerance is probably still really high. I thought as I swallowed the rest of the pills in the bag.

Afternoon about ten minutes I bc wasn't feeling so good so I walked out to get Noah out at least tried to before falling onto the floor. I started shaking and felt like I was going to pass out. Blake opened y door then shut it behind him. "C-call 911" I stuttered out realizing I had taken too much. He walked over looking at me weirdly before pulling off my sweatshirt. "No... please no." I said as he picked me up and set me on the bed. He took the string out of my hoodie then tied my hands to the bed. "P-please Blake, I can barely breathe." I begged the older boy. He pulled off my pants as I cried trying to get any louder so someone could hear me. No one every did.