Quinton's POV
I can't believe all that happened to him just because of a crop top and some fucking nail polish. I had my arms around him and he has been sleeping for an hour. When he woke up he stretched and looked at me yawning. "Good mowning!" He said with a goofy smile on his face. "Hey baby, you're little?" I asked the smaller boy and he nodded while letting out a little laugh. He hasn't been little in a while, I missed it. "Pacy?" He asked sweetly. "You have to go get it, I don't have it." I responded and he got up out of bed.Third Person POV
Jaden ran down the hall and knocked on the door. "Come in!" Was yelled from the other side of the door so he opened it to see Josh and Anthony. Jaden walked over and hugged Josh. He was confused but hugged back anyway. "Hey Jay." He said with confusion still plastered on his face. "Hi daddy!" He said looking up at him giving him a tight lipped smile. "Oh hi baby." Josh said in a semi sad tone. "Daddy whats wong? Asked dropping his smile. "I'm okay baby, I just missed giving you hugs." He replied with a sad smile. "Dada can I have my pacy?" Jaden asked looking at Anthony. "Yeah baby, it's on the bathroom counter." Anthony said pointing to the bathroom. Jaden nodded and walked into the bathroom. "Should we still be his main caregivers?" Anthony asked Josh. "You don't want to be his caregiver anymore?" Josh replied to his question with a question. Anthony didn't answer his question and wasn't even making eye contact. Josh got confused so he followed his gaze and met a teary eyed boy with a pacifier in his mouth. "Jaden-." Anthony started but he ran out of the room.Bryce was walking down the stairs to the basement and he heard muffled crying. He got to the bottom but didn't see anyone. He walked around to sit on the couch but say Jaden hiding on the side of the couch crying into his teddy bear. "Jay?" He asked and they small boy looked up at him. When Bryce saw the pacifier it had confirmed he was little but kind of makes him feel worse that he's crying. "Baby why are you crying?" Bryce asked sitting down next to him. "Dada and daddy don't wuv me!" He said hugging his bear tighter. Bryce looked down at him and asked, "Why would you think they don't love you anymore, baby?" Jaden looked through his watery eyes, "He don't want to be my daddy no mowe." He cried and buried his face into the bear. I put my hand on his arm and he flinched it off. "You don't wuv me eiver! No one wuvs me!" He yelled through the strained sobs pouring out of his mouth. I never meant for him to think I didn't love him anymore. "Jay listen to me, I love you. I love you so much."
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Jaden's POV
We are leaving for tour today. I'm super excited. My face is still covered in bruises but they are in the yellow and purple stage so they are almost gone. I haven't been posting just to take a break so today on the bus will be my first day back on social media. I don't know who i'm going to sit with on the bus since me and Bryce aren't talking much but it is here so I guess I will find out.We all put our stuff in the side compartment of the bus and loaded on. "Hey Jaden come sit with me." I heard from the back of the bus. I walked back seeing a guy that I had seen on my foryou page a few times before, Ryland Storms. "Damn you're cuter in person." He said as I sat down. I blushed deeply and he smiled at me. We sat there talking for a while then we stopped at the next stop to pick people up. This is when I knew just how messed up this tour was going to be. Six boys walked onto the bus, Mattia Polibio, Michael Sanzone, Tony and Ondraez Lopez, Thomas Petrou, and Chase Hudson. Ryland grabbed my hand and quietly asked, "Are you okay? You kind of stopped breathing." I nodded and took a deep breath. I got up and walked over to Quinton and Kio. "When I look at you all I can think about is my hands all over your body." I heard in my ear in a low whisper. I felt his hand on my side and I froze. Anthony stood and walked over, "You have one second to get your disgusting hand off of him. You walk away and if I see you near him again you are dead." His hand left my side. "I was only messing around." He said with a smirk on his face as he walked away.
"Come sit with us Jay." Anthony said grabbing my hand. I nodded and laid across him and Josh while they sat in the two seats. Anthony held my hand while I closed my eyes and Josh played with my hair. I slept through the rest of the bus ride and woke up in my hotel room. I looked at the paper taped to the mirror.
Room 2
Jaden Hossler
Bryce Hall
Chase Hudson
Thomas PetrouWhy does life hate me so much. Bryce walked into the room and we made eye contact. "Chase and Thomas got here before us and chose separate beds. I saw what happened on the bus so you are sharing with Chase." He said breaking the stare. I nodded. This will be... interesting.
The rest of the night was quiet. I met the rest of the influencers and Anthony sat me down around six and made me eat. Chase was flirting with me the whole night and Josh didn't look happy about it, I hope that doesn't start anything. When we got back to the room we were all quiet getting ready for bed. Sleeping was weird since I didn't have someone to cuddle with but I got to sleep and was able to stay like that. When I woke up I had an arm around me. I was half asleep so I didn't think anything of it but when I opened my eyes I realized the arm around me was Chase. When I saw I got up immediately and he said, "Sorry, I know I should have checked first but you were having a nightmare or something." I nodded, I know he didn't do anything wrong I just don't know how to be comfortable around him.
When the meet and greet was over I went back to the hotel room to take a shower. When I walked into the room something was off, nothing was out of place but I could feel it in the air that there was something wrong. The hair stood up on the back of my neck and I felt eyes on me. I took a deep breath. It's probably just my nerves getting to me. I tried to get my clothes together but I couldn't shake the feeling that someone was watching me. I decided to just look behind me to give myself peace of mind but when I turned around I met his gaze.
I froze in place, "H-hey Thomas." I stuttered out. "Hey baby boy." He said in a menacing voice. I looked past him to the door, please someone come in. He stood between me and the door, I can't run. Maybe I could lock myself in the bathroom until someone got here. Where is my phone? I looked over seeing it on the bedside table. I looked back at him then back to my phone and he did the same. I ran for it and picked up my phone and I was on Bryce's contact about to hit call when Thomas grabbed my wrist and squeezed it hard making me drop my phone. I went last resort and punched him as hard as I could in the face. He let go so I started running but he tripped me.
I turned onto my back about to get up and he got down on top of me straddling my legs. I tried pushing him off but he grabbed my arms pinning them under his knees. He grabbed either side of the collar of my shirt and pulled apart ripping open my button down. "Get off of me!" I screamed while struggling to get out from under him. "Stop please! Help!" I yelled as he moved his hands to the zipper of my pants. Once he undid them he put his hand in my pants and started palming me through my boxers. "Please st-stop I don't deserve this." I cried out trying to convince him. He grabbed my neck, "You deserve all of it and worse." He growled "you are trying not to moan, I can tell." He said with an evil smirk. "No! Get the fuck off of me!" I yelled squirming more.
The door was kicked open and Anthony, Josh, and Bryce walked in. Thomas got up immediately and all the boys just stared at him. Anthony walked over and picked me up and walked out of the room. After that i'm not quite sure what happened in there. Anthony took me to his room and gave me a new shirt then I fixed my pants. "Not saying I want you to cry but its unusual that you aren't" Anthony said laying down on the bed. "I guess I just don't have anything left." I said while looking down. Anthony had a sad expression on his face as he said, "Well I don't care if you don't want to be in our relationship anymore. I still love you and I still want to be here to protect you. So you are staying in here with me and Josh. No discussion. I nodded, when he says no discussion he means it.
A few hours later we went to get my clothes and the room was empty and Thomas's stuff was gone. Anthony and Josh came in so I asked, "So how did y'all know to come in?" I asked not making eye contact. "I was downstairs and you called me but all I could here on your end was you screaming so I grabbed these two and ran up here." Bryce replied in a soft calming voice. I nodded. God it was only the second day and some shit already happened.
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FanfictionLets just say life really kicks Jaden's ass in this book. Trigger warnings: -Self harm -Suicide -Sexual Assault -Physical Abuse -homophobic slurs -drug abuse Started: September 12, 2020 Finished: March 22, 2021