It has been a few days and Bryce hasn't been getting out of bed. Jaden won't leave Bryce's side for anything. Neither have eaten and it every time they go check on them even if Bryce is asleep Jaden is awake keeping an eye on him. Josh walked into the room and sat on the end of the bed. Bryce was asleep but Jaden wasn't. "Jaden you need to sleep." He said worriedly. Jaden shook his his head not taking his eyes off of Bryce. "I haven't seen you eat in two weeks. You refused to eat when you were little. Why are you starving yourself Jaden? Why is it always a struggle to get you to eat? Are you anorexic?" He kept on with the questions but as soon as he brought up eat disorders Jaden grabbed a tissue box off the night stand and threw it at him. He grabbed his white board and wrote GET OUT!Josh looked at him seeing the tears in his eyes and decided to give him his space. The more he thought about it the more he realized he shouldn't have brought it up so bluntly. But he has had several occurrences where he has walked in on Jaden looking in the mirror and picking apart his body. He stands there and sometimes will strip off clothes and just point out any 'flaws' he can possibly make up. He hates compliments and doesn't know how to react when he gets them. And when he moved into Anthony's house he was always asking how many calories were in things before he ate them.
"You do need to eat you know?" Bryce said after waking up when Josh came in. Jaden shook his head. "If I get up and eat will you eat with me?" Bryce asked still sounding sad. Jaden looked at him for a second then slowly nodded. Bryce pushed the blanket off of both of them and immediately the two looked at each other. "We can't go down there, we both smell like death." Bryce said with a small smile think that was funny. Jaden nodded returning the smile. "You want to take a shower with me?" Bryce asked and Jaden looked down for a second. "If you aren't comfortable with it you can say no. I wasn't trying to do anything." Jaden grabbed his hand so he stopped talking and nodded.
They walked into the bathroom and Jaden turned on the shower. He took off his clothes and got in letting out a sigh as the hot water his body and ran down. A few seconds later Bryce got in behind him. He snaked his arms around Jadens waist and hugged him from behind pressing his chest to Jaden's back. He leant down putting his face in the crook of his neck giving Jaden goosebumps from the breath on his neck. He turned around still in Bryce's grip feeling the most comfortable he has felt in months maybe even in his life. Bryce is his comfort. With his arms wrapped behind his neck he pulled Bryce down into a kiss. He felt his stomach flutter like it was their first kiss again. Bryce moved to Jaden's neck and slowly left deep kisses down the side. Jaden moaned and leaned his head to the side to give Bryce more access to his neck. He found Jaden's sweet spot, kissing and nibbling on it loving listening to the sounds the smaller boy produced out of pleasure.
He brought his lips back to Jaden's and they kissed again this time pulling Jaden up so his legs were now wrapped around Bryce's waist. They leant against the wall on Jaden's back breaking from the kiss and looking deeply into each other's eyes. Without breaking eye contact he slowly slid into Jaden. Keeping his eyes fixed on Bryce he bit his lip and moaned loudly anyway. He slowly pulled almost all the way out then back in keeping his steady slow pace. Jaden bit his lip harder while moaning and threw his head back in pure ecstasy. When he looked back down Bryce joined their lips back together and kept a passionate kiss as he kept thrusting into him. They broke apart from the kiss and caught their breath as Bryce thrusts became irregular as Jaden breaths started to get uneven. After a few more thrusts Jaden came on his stomach while moaning loudly. Bryce came inside Jaden at the same time putting his head in Jaden neck and groaning into his ear.
Jaden sat there listening to Bryce breathing. "I love you more than you will ever be able to understand."Jaden whispered to Bryce. Bryce immediately tightened his grip around Jaden hugging him tighter. "I love too." He said not wanting to let go. Once they finished showering they got out and dressed before heading downstairs. They both got cereal and Bryce dug in acknowledging he was hungry and hadn't eaten in days. Mean while Jaden sat there picking at the cereal moving it around the bowl with his spoon. "Baby, please." Bryce said looking over at Jaden. He stared down at the bowl for a second. After a few seconds he started eating it. They sat there talking for a little bit although Jaden was being pretty quiet. Once he finished he rinsed his bowl and got a bottle of water.
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FanfictionLets just say life really kicks Jaden's ass in this book. Trigger warnings: -Self harm -Suicide -Sexual Assault -Physical Abuse -homophobic slurs -drug abuse Started: September 12, 2020 Finished: March 22, 2021