Anthony kept moving me so I finally woke up. "Come on baby get up." He said. "Noooo", I yelled lifting the blanket over my head. "Nope not today, I have work. Come on get ready for Avani's." He said walking around the room with a toothbrush in his mouth and putting on deodorant. "Can you bring me clothes from my drawer? Oh wait I need to shower." I said in a panic-y voice. "Then go take one but hurry." He said buckling his belt.
I sat there looking at him and he said, "Are gonna get in the shower?" I looked down, "I can't get up." I said feeling the heat rise in my cheeks. I looked up seeing his prominent dimples surround a smirk. He walked over pulling the covers off and picked me up. I squealed at the cold air outside of the warmness of the bed. "No it's so cold!" I whined. "Well that happens when you fall asleep naked." He said laughing. I sat on the bench in the shower and washed myself. I was able to stand but walking was out of the question. I grabbed my towel which was hanging on the shower door and dried off.
"Anthonyyy", I yelled from the shower. He walked into the bathroom. "Why exactly can't you walk?" He asked picking me up. "Because I can't feel anything from right above my knee to my waist." I said and he smirked again. I smacked his chest lightly. But if only half your legs are numb why can't you walk?" He asked handing me my clothes while I sat on the bed. "Because its like putting a paraplegic on stilts. If you cant feel what connects your legs to your body it won't work. I can't feel my hips and you need those to walk." I said and he laughed while nodding. We got in the car and he took me too Avani's then carried me up to her room. Josh wasn't there yet so I just laid on her bed. Anthony had to leave since he was already late. "So why was he carrying you, he wouldn't just choose to carry you up the stairs unless you were asleep or something." Avani asked now that we were alone.
I told her that I decided I was ready for sex yesterday. "So now you can't walk? Damn. Thats what good dick be like." She laughed. I laughed and mumbled under my breath, "yeah and the not having a gag reflex be like." I guess she heard and I felt the flush across my face. "You know what i'm gonna go live", I said cutting her off before she could ask questions. After about ten minutes Avani kept mouthing stuff at me so I finally looked over. She whispered, "How many times did you..." she said then rolled her eyes back and puffed her chest out. "Damn Vani, you trying to thirst trap me?" I said jokingly. "Answer", she said laughing. "Three." I said not looking at her. She opened her mouth wide and sat down in frame. "You aren't serious." She said covering her mouth. I covered my blushing cheeks. Avani started typing, "Avani you better keep that to yourself!" I said whining. Josh whipped open the door and yelled, "So who had 3 orgasms and why wasn't I invited?" I fumbled with my phone ending the live. "Joshhh I was live!" I said as Avani died laughing. I smacked her shoulder. "Blabber mouth, I said before picking up my phone. I got a notification that I was tagged in a post from TikTok room. "You guys suck." I said setting my phone down.
We were playing video games when Josh picked his phone up and was on it for a second then his face went white. "Hey are you okay? I asked going to look over his shoulder and his turned it off off immediately. I looked at him weirdly. "Can I ask you something personal?" Josh asked. This feels off. "I'm sorry for asking so bluntly but.... did you and Thomas ever have sex?" He asked making my stomach turn. "Uhh, I guess if thats what you want to call it, yeah..." I said as I felt tears start to form but quickly blinked them away, i'm fine.
"What does that mean?" Josh asked and Avani walked over sitting down next to me. I decided to tell them what happened with Thomas. They both hugged me but i'm okay, it was a traumatic experience but i'm better now. Plus I have Anthony which is all I need. "Avani did you see Jaden on TikTok room?" Mattia yelled through the door then walked in. "Oh sorry I didn't realize you were here. But yeah did y'all see it?" Mattia asked. "What my live?" I asked confused about why he would be so interested in such a stupid thing.
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Fucked up: Tiktok boys bxb
FanfictionLets just say life really kicks Jaden's ass in this book. Trigger warnings: -Self harm -Suicide -Sexual Assault -Physical Abuse -homophobic slurs -drug abuse Started: September 12, 2020 Finished: March 22, 2021