Jaden woke up to Bryce carrying him up the stairs at sway. Kovur must have called him. He was tired still and before he reached the room fell back asleep in Bryce's arms.
Jaden's POV
I woke up but I wasn't in my bed. I was on the floor of some room. I got up and went to the door, it led to a long hallway. I went to the door across the hall and was pulled in quickly. I looked the man that had the grip on me in the eyes and recognized him from somewhere. I don't remember where but I immediately felt unsafe. Two other men that had hoods covering their faces grabbed my arms and led me down some stairs the first man turned to me and grinned then as we turned the corner I saw myself. Strapped to the bed in that old basement. The man walked to the bed and I immediately remembered where I knew him from, he was one of Jeremy's regulars. I fought against the men holding me but they kept me there as I tried to go help the boy in the bed.I fought until I finally got free and ran to the boy. Once I untied him I looked to his face and saw Thomas. In shock at the fact that I knew it wasn't Thomas before hand he grabbed my arm tightly and I could hear echos of his voice from all around me, "You would do it if you loved me." He flipped me over onto the bed and punched me, knocking me unconscious.
I woke up in the same room and walked down the hall to the door a little farther down. When I opened it I saw myself on the floor of the school bathroom hyperventilating looking around seeing his wrists slashed open and pouring blood out onto the floor. The teacher ran in past me like I wasn't there and took off the sweater she wore over her shirt and bandaged his arms. "Help is coming, Jaden. Don't give up, can you hear me?" She asked but I didn't hear a response. "Okay, I will." She responded as though he replied to what she said. I felt my eye lids get heavier like I was losing blood and looked down seeing the blood soaking through my shirt. It got harder and harder to keep them open until I finally let them shut for a minute.
I opened them again and was back where I started so I went to the next door. When I opened it I saw myself at an age probably no older than ten. "I don't like boys!" I heard Nessa yell from the other room simultaneously followed by the noise of someone being hit then falling to the floor. I watched then young boy run out to help Nessa so I walked out behind him. Like they were in a bubble I couldn't get close to them. "Now you are going to learn to like boys. Take your clothes off." Her dad said loudly. Him and Nessa looked at each other in fear. "Both of you, now!" He yelled making them both strip. He made her jerk off the younger boy until he got hard which was difficult since he was so young. Once he was, the man made the young boy put it in her even though he was much to young to be having sex at any capacity. This went on for hours sense neither were really old enough to be cumming. Technically Nessa could but she obviously wasn't enjoying it. I covered my eyes, horrified by the memory I had forgotten.
When I opened them I looked around seeing that room yet again, dear god I have to get out of here. I walked to a new door and when I opened it I was outside in the middle of nowhere along side a road. I walked over seeing a man shoveling dirt into the hole and I looked down seeing myself in a hole partially covered in dirt and the dirt kept coming. I looked down seeing the wound in his stomach. Then in only a second I blinked and was now the one in the hole. The dirt had stopped coming from above so I waited quietly. Once I heard a car door shut and and engine noise start then slowly fade I made a painful crawl out of the hole and crawled toward the road. I used all my strength to bring myself to my feet and stand with one arm on my stomach and the other ready to waive down any car that would stop. When a couple finally stopped I stumbled to their car but only made it to the front of it before falling onto the hood and passing out.
When I woke up in the room I was frustrated that I wasn't getting anywhere. I had an uneasy feeling about this next door. When I did open it everything started spinning and everything went dark. "Jaden, get mommy her special candy!" I heard echo as I opened my eyes and looked around seeing my old room. I got out of bed and passed the mirror seeing a 4 year old in the reflection. I looked down seeing my footy pajamas and set down the teddy bear I had been holding. I ran down stairs and grabbed the orange bottle out of her purse and took it to my mom. "Too fucking bad, you get food when you pay for food! Get the fuck out of here you little runt!" She yelled as if I said something then I ran out of the room.
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FanfictionLets just say life really kicks Jaden's ass in this book. Trigger warnings: -Self harm -Suicide -Sexual Assault -Physical Abuse -homophobic slurs -drug abuse Started: September 12, 2020 Finished: March 22, 2021