Fucked up: Tiktok boys bxb

Seven

I woke up but didn't move or open my eyes. "He's so pretty, I just wanna love him." Anthony said from right next to me. I heard from the other side of the room, "Babe how would you feel about a poly relationship?" Thomas asked Anthony. "If he is okay with it, that sounds perfect." Anthony responded. "Sounds good to me", I said putting my arms around Anthony and cuddling into his side. That earned a laugh from Anthony. "So we are all dating?" Anthony questioned. Thomas hummed in response. "Wait. I'm not ready for sex, is that okay?" I asked looking up at Anthony. "Of course it is baby." He said while rubbing my back.

"I'm gonna run to the store, you can go back to sleep. I'll only be about 10 minutes." Anthony said getting up. I nodded and he walked out grabbing his keys. Thomas laid down next to me and put his arm around me. I got up and straddled him just to hug him. Then I buried my head in his neck, this gave him access to mine and he started lightly kissing my neck. He kissed my sweet spot and I accidentally let out a quiet moan. "You like that?" He asked bringing his hand down to my ass. "It did feel good but i'm sorry i'm just not comfortable with sexual stuff yet." I said moving off of him. "Whatever." He said rolling his eyes.

I sat there looking down then I looked at him. "Are you mad at me?" I asked sadly, we just started dating and I was already getting on his nerves. "No just a little annoyed. Why do you not want to have sex?" He asked looking at the tv. I knew this question was coming but I didn't want to unpack that all right now. "I uh.. I was.. I..", I started to say but stumbled over my words. He cut me off saying, "Jaden come on spit it out." I felt stupid for not being able to say it. "I am homeless and have been for some time. A couple days ago I had just left work and two m-men r-raped me in an alley downtown." I said as I wiped the tear off of my cheek and looked up. Thomas scoffed but didn't say anything.

"What?" I asked confused but that response. "I just feel like you aren't telling me the whole story. I mean did you flirt with them? Did you act like you wanted to then decide you wanted to stop? I mean you do kind of act like a tease if you asked me." He asked still looking at the tv. What did he just say? "I mean I was acting funny since I was high but I wasn't flirting. They followed me from work." I replied. "You were high? You asked for it then. You probably did flirt with them and just regretted it." He said back still not looking at me. My throat went dry and I went to the bathroom. I sat down and put my head in my knees. I just straight sobbed for a minute. How could he say that? Did he really think I deserved it.

There was a knock at the door. "Hey baby are you okay?" I heard Anthony's sweet voice through the door. I didn't say anything so he came in and sat down next to me. "What's wrong bub?" He asked trying to get me to look up. "Thomas asked me why I didn't want to have sex. So I told him about how I was recently raped by these two men that followed me from my work. But he called me a tease and said I asked for it." I said still sobbing.

He got up and opened the door. "Thomas what the fuck? How could you say something like that?" He said looking at the older boy. "What he said he was high, he deserved it. That's his fault for getting high by himself in a place he had never been before." He responded coldly. "Thomas I think it's time you head out." Anthony said angrily. Thomas looked up at the taller boy and said, "Whatever, I said what I said." He grabbed his jacket and walked out.

I went to his bed and sat down. He walked over and hugged me. When he went to get up I hugged him tighter and said, "Noo!" I giggled but kept my grip on him. "Whyyy?" He laughed at my actions. "Because I don't remember the last time anyone hugged me and I don't want it to be over."

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Our one month was a few days ago and we were all happy. We made up from that little fight we had weeks ago. Me and Thomas were hanging out at his house, I just got my cast and splint off and I was officially bruise free. We were sitting there making out and I pulled away after about 10 minutes and he sighed.