She couldn't be serious. She's found out just as we tell the world we are in a relationship. Was she waiting for the perfect moment to fuck this all up. The moment that would cause as much damage as possible. There's going to be news story's already everywhere and now We are going to have to answer questions about her and a fucking baby. We haven't even answered questions about us two yet...
That's if she's telling the truth that is. Would she stoop that low to lie about the pregnancy? Was she pregnant? Was it his? Could Swae not be the father? Was she doing this because of me? Was she trying to get back at me for stealing her man? What would Austin do? Would he take her back? Break up with me...
I had too many what ifs my brain was in overload, my head was spinning and I couldn't breathe. I needed to get some air. I stood up abruptly, vaguely noticing Austin trying to reach for me and calling my name, it sounded muffled like I was under water. All I could hear was the whooshing of my heartbeat pounding through my head. I made my way to the driver and begged for him to open the bus doors. He managed to pull them open quickly and I clambered down the steps. The fresh air hitting me like a brick wall. I sat down on the bottom step and put my hands between my knees trying to breathe deeply and stop myself from panicking.
Austin jumped down in front of me stroking my hair and kissing the top of my head. "Cam it's ok, it's all going to be ok"
"Is it? We have just decided to give this a go and she's trying to get in between us already"
"This doesn't change anything between us. I want you not her. It will always be you" he tilted my head up to make me look at him. "I promise Cam"
"Ok. But what do we do now?" I laid my head on his shoulder.
"I have no fucking clue" he stood up pulling me to my feet. "But we will decide it together. I don't want to do anything that will make you feel uncomfortable "
" Austin this isn't about me. This is your child. If she's telling you the truth" I wrap my arms around his waist and pull him close
"Do you think she's lying?" He questioned as he started to walk us back in the bus
"I would hope not but I obviously don't know her as well as I thought I did" I murmured into his chest
"Let's watch a film in bed. Work can wait. Gabby can wait. Let's just snuggle and be together?" He kisses my temple
God bless that man, that was exactly what we did. We climbed under the covers and watched Netflix all day. The only times it wasn't just us was when we got food delivered to us in bed. We cuddled and kissed while we where just together like that first date. I almost forgot about the impending baby and it's crazy mother.
I must have nodded off because I woke up alone. I pulled on the nearest one of Austin's T-shirts and padded out into the kitchen, slowing down my steps as I heard a hushed conversation happening. I slowed down to a stop as I heard Austin and his managers discussing me and Gabby. Austin sounded like it was getting heated "What are you expecting me to do, split up with her because Gabby's pregnant?"
"Well it's not good for the brand" I heard a tell tale British accent
"My brand? What does that even mean?" Austin huffed
"You got to at least speak to Gabby see what she has to say then go from there. No ones saying that you have to spilt up with anyone are we Dre?" Jays voice seemed to become a bit more forceful while he spoke to Dre.
"Actually I am. You got to think about the future too. If it was me I'd want out. The whole situation is too much like hard work mate" Dre continued obviously not happy about Jays opinion.
"Yeah and that's great for his career. A massive scandal over 2 friends and a baby? That's definitely going to make him look good" Jay retorts
"At least he can move past it and get himself a new less complicated hunny" Dre mocked
"Both of you cut it out. It's my life here not either of yours and no matter what you say I'll make the final decision. Just back off" Austin snapped. I started back up my walking but made my footsteps heavy, so they could hear me coming. I heard Austin telling Dre to keep his thoughts to himself. "Hey sleepyhead" he pulled me in front of him kissing me lovingly as soon as I came in view .
"Hey, Is everything ok?" I look between them clearly seeing the tension in their faces
"Yeah, we where just discussing the rest of the tour" Jay winced. A complete lie...
"What about it?" I look at them all, none of them want to make eye contact
"Sleeping arrangements, so you two can have some alone time" Dre smiles
"Aww Dre that's so sweet of you, isn't that so considerate of them Babe" I can schmooze just as well as he can. I turn to see Austin giving Dre an annoyed look.
"Yeah Cam at least we can have quality time together now" I wrap my arms around his neck. "How about we start now?"
"That's our cue" Jay chuckles
"Think about what I said" Dre points at him before he leaves. I grind my teeth at the audacity of him, trying to not let Austin see my reaction or he would guess I heard everything
