She knew she was pissing me off purposely flirting and being overly sexual with Tyla. I couldn't help myself again in the car, I just couldn't keep my hands to myself around her. Especially when she dresses like that. I didn't think she could be so blunt, just blurting out that she wanted sex. I knew that was because I'd got her all hot and bothered, just wished it was me finishing her off. I wanted to watch her cum because I was pleasing her not someone else . Fuck she turns me on. Even her telling me she's going to fuck someone else. I'm fucked up in the head. This is what she's doing to me. I'm resorting to fucking Gabby doggy and keeping my eyes shut imagining it's Camilla. It wasn't the same, her ass wasn't soft like Cami's. I was fucking her quite rough, rougher than she likes really. But I could get the image of Cami fucking Tyla out of my head, I needed to fuck it out of my head. Once we'd finished I left Gabby recovering on the bed while I sat on the step of the bus smoking, feeling the breeze.
I should just split up with Gabby. I don't know why I haven't already.I knew I was using her. I guess It's because I'm lonely. She's a good enough girl. She's just not enough. I want a partner who will keep up with me. Not just put up with my shit but call me on it. I need someone to keep me on my toes not stay at my heels. Gabby wants a easy life, someone that will look after her. I need someone driven. Someone that's independent and has a life outside of mine.
I grab a bud light and head into the bedroom. Gabby is already asleep. I pick up her phone and scroll through her Instagram. I don't have it on mine anymore so I nosy whenever I can. I go through her friends trying to find Camilla. Her most recent picture was from tonight. Her sat on the side of the stage watching the show her skirt raised dangerously high showing a lot of those sexy legs. It was captioned 'On The Road'. Fuck she knew that would drive me crazy, using my song as the caption. I needed to talk to her privately, that's never going to happen on tour. I want her to know me, give me a chance and see Austin not just Posty. I think that's what's holding her back. I can tell she's attracted to me, I've never had so much sexual chemistry with anyone like this in my life. I know this is risky and wrong but I save her number from Gabby's phone to my own. It took me forever to compile a text to her. I kept writing the text then deleting it. I couldn't seem to write one that didn't make me cringe, for some reason I felt like I needed to make a good impression.
Unknown
You're driving me insane I need to see you
Austin
Cami😍
See me why?
❤️
Austin🤠
I just want to talk to you, alone.
Austin
Cami😍
Just talk? You always seem to do the
opposite of talking when we are
together ❤️
Austin🤠
Meet me at the back of my bus?
I promise I actually want to talk
Austin
Cami😍
5mins...
❤️
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My heart skipped a beat when I saw it was Austin that had text me. Tyla was fast asleep next to me and I could hear snores from the rest of the bunks. I needed to sneak past them all without any of them asking questions about where I was going. I couldn't just tell them I was going for a secret rendezvous with Austin. That made my stomach do a flip. I hope he was serious about talking, not that I wouldn't love for him to fuck me till tomorrow against his tour bus but I wanted to get to know him and him me. Of all the times we have seen each other the only talking we have done is flirting. We flirted a lot but that wasn't enough for me.I needed to know him personally even if it didn't become anything. I also couldn't justify him ending a perfectly good relationship for me, he hardly knows me. He needed to know me better before he makes such a decision.
I pull on some pj shorts and an oversized Posty CO hoodie. I slipped on my UGG slippers and grabbed my phone. I silently maneuver around the bus treading carefully to try and not wake anyone. I slowly opened the door to the bus and the cool air blows against my bare legs. I check for anyone hanging about before I walk out and close the door softly behind me. I sneak round the side of my bus holding my hood up against the wind. I round the corner and nearly walk into a waiting Austin. He holds his arms out grabbing me and steading me.
"Hey, you came" he says softly, smiling down at me sweetly.
"You thought I wouldn't?" I put my hands on his chest.
"There was a small chance I thought you'd stand me up" he looked sad. I reach up and stoke the left side of his face. He leans his head into my hand closing his eyes, sighing deeply.
"Never. So you needed to see me, huh?"I teased. He smirked at me, spun me round into his arms. Hugging me against his chest, my back against him. He nuzzles into my neck as he backs us up to sit down on a chair he'd placed there.
"I always need to see you"
