As soon as we where in a car to go get some ice cream I started to freak out. Swae tried to calm me down but I was too far gone. I was going bat shit crazy. The alcohol kicking in didn't help. What had I done? I was playing with fire. How did I not think I would get burnt? He was a rock star and I was taunting him... Even if he didn't have Gabby he could have any girl that he wanted. Why would he take that shit off me? It's all fun and games till I take it too far.
Or was I over reacting? Was he just doing to me what I was doing to him. Was he just teasing me? Showing me that he could make me just as jealous if not more, than him.
Swae plied me with 3 scoops in a cone and I started to calm down. Maybe ice cream does work? Maybe I just needed the sugar or the distraction. He decided that he wasn't apt to deal with me having a meltdown so we would go back and if I needed to get away we could go to the bus and at least Tyla could help.
We strutted back into the green room, me in my best fake smile. I had to give myself a stern talking to and tell myself that I'd made my bed and that I needed to lie in it if need be. If Austin had fucked her I would need to take it on the chin and call this a day once we got to Miami. I could go home from there and lick my wounds.
A tense Austin sat on the couch with Gabby on his knee. He had changed into grey sweats and a white tshirt with some print on but Gabby was in the way, I couldn't tell what it was. He looked straight at me as I walked in and his expression softened. I took a lick of my ice cream before Tyla came over frowning at me. "Where you been?"
"Swae took me for ice cream. I had a slight meltdown so you may need to be on hand just incase" I smile offering some of my ice cream. He wraps his arm around my shoulder.
"So what's up?"
"I may have forced Austins hand. I flirted with Swae and now I think he's fucked Gabby. And that means I have to leave tour and forget about all this fantasy" he looks at me and shakes his head
"That's the alcohol talking. So me and Swae will distract her and you go speak to him. Before you both do something stupid" I pout and nod at him still eating my ice cream. Tyla heads over to Swae obviously filling him in on the plan. Swae smiles mischievously rubbing his hands together before pulling out his phone and sending a text. Both he and Tyla make their way out of the greenroom. Shortly after I see Gabby excuse herself to go to bed, she's not feeling too good.
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eet me in your dressing room
I make my way out still enjoying my ice cream and let myself into Austins dressing room. I wander around looking at his rack of clothing options and the snacks they put out for him, making a mental note that he gets the good snacks and to hang out in his dressing room more often. I don't hear the door open and close. I don't even hear the door lock or Austins steps towards me. The first I know about not being alone is Austins lips on my bare shoulder.
"Hey" I look up at him and smile
"Hey to you" he carrys on placing small kisses on my shoulder. I sigh and relax into him as his arms wrap around me. "So you where actually going for Ice cream?"
"Hmm yes." I carry on enjoying my ice cream
"Swae know about us?" he leans over to take a lick of my ice cream. He hums in apprehension
"Yep, Tyla too. It's good isn't it. Triple cherry, I did have three scoops" I lean my head on his shoulder
"You told Tyla?" he starts to rock us side to side
"Yeah I don't want to lie anymore. I just want to be happy. The other flavours where bubble gum and strawberry" I offer him more
"You want to be happy with me?" he bites down on the cone.
"Of course you silly who else? Please tell me you didn't sleep with Gabby because if you did I'm going to have to leave immediately" I sigh deeply
"No, I was just trying to make you jealous. It obviously worked a little too well" he spins me round to look at me straight in the face "I don't give a shit about her I want you"
"Good, well we need to get rid of her. It's time. Obviously not get rid of her for good just off tour and probably out if my house. I don't want her killed" I frown "I don't want to hide anymore. I want to kiss you and I can't while she's here. It feels wrong "
"Can you bend your rule for now just so we can celebrate?" he brushes the hair from my face and take my ice cream off me
"What rule?" before I get chance to say anymore he throws my ice cream in the bin and he kisses me on the lips. I kiss him back and its as good as I've imagined I tangle my hands in his curls and he picks me up by my ass leaning me against the side table. We eventually pull apart.
"I can't wait to be able to do that anytime I want"
