Reggie's Sister

Im sorry

This chapter starts in Roses POV -

Maybe I should give her a chance. I mean, everybody deserves one and especially her. So I grabbed the letter and carefully opened it up.

(Dear Rose,

I'm so sorry for leaving you on bad terms but I just wanted to say thank you. You're the best best friend I could ever ask for. You were like my sister that I always wanted but never got. There are so many memories of us together and I hope you can forgive me for the choice that I made. I really really love you and hope you can move on. I know it will be hard but just know I'm right here next to you. I will always be right here for you and support you. I'm sorry I have to do this to you. It's just that I'm walking on thin ice and with each thing that goes wrong in my life it hurts me. As much as I wanted to stay for you, I can't because I can't do it anymore. I don't want to do it anymore. I want to be in a place where there is no suffering or pain. I know you thought we were going to grow up together and make many more memories. I know this isn't the way you thought things were gonna go. I mean, your my best friend in the whole world. I remember the day that we met in 3rd grade. You had just moved here and didn't know anybody but I came up to you. Since that day, we were inseparable. You were always there for me when things got tough. But you shouldn't blame yourself for what happened to me because it's not your fault. You tried to help me but I pushed you away. I'm the one who did this to myself. It's my fault and no one else's. It's my fault that I couldn't take the pain that the world put upon me. Honestly, just remember I'm in a better place where all the weight on my shoulders was lifted, where I am free and careless like I was all those years ago. I wish I could have stayed but the reasons to live just keep slipping away. I hope I'm not missing out on the future. I hope I'm not missing out on any memories we could have shared. Because there was so much we could have done. We could have traveled the world and then settled down just like how we always planned to do. I mean, nothing is stopping you from doing that without me. I mean, I'm never really gone. Because I will always be there inside you or just watching you from up there. Who knows, maybe the universe will find a way to connect us again in the future. But I really hope it's a while until that happens because I don't want you to die young like me. I want you to do all the things that I wanted to do. I want you to enjoy your life and take advantage of the world around you. I know you always find the good in things, which is one thing I really love about you. I mean there's so much to love about you because your perfect and you would always put a smile on my face. With you, I felt safe and I never felt alone. Your everything I could ever ask for so please don't let this bring you down. Yes, there is a reason why you should be sad but don't let it take over your life. Do it for me!!! Please let go of me. I'm not saying forget about me because I know you won't but I'm saying don't let it impact your life. Don't let it change the way you act or what you want to do with your life. Like I said before I'm always here and I'm never going to leave your side. We were made to be together because you and I are the perfect two. I wish you knew how much I loved you and how much I tried to live for you. But if you really think about it, none of us are really promised tomorrow anyway...

Love your best friend V/N

PS: (Remember I'm always here and love you) Also tell your family that I said thank you!!! Because they were also there for me whenever I didn't want to go home. They also gave me hope and joy. I wish I could be there for you Rose. I love you to infinity and beyond... )

As I read the heartfelt words from the page, I could feel my heart shatter into pieces. Why did I yell at her??? She never meant to hurt me or make me feel alone. All she wanted to do was escape and release all the pain she held inside her. I could feel tears rolling down my face as I carefully placed the letter down on my dresser and made my way to V/N house.

I don't know what I'm expecting to do or say because it doesn't seem like anybody else can see her. But I have to make things right and I can't just let her go. No matter how many times she will push me away or hurt me, I will never leave her side. When I finally got to her house, I went to the side of her house where her room was. This was the side where I would always sneak into whenever she was in trouble or I wasn't supposed to be there. I quietly tapped our secret tap on her window. Usually, when she hears it, she opens up the window so I could climb inside.

The first time I did the tap, I got no response but I wasn't going to give up. So I tapped again and this time, the window opened up and V/N poked her head out the window. Her eyes widened when she saw me and the next thing I knew, she poofed right next to me.

V/N POV-

I was shocked to see Rose standing there. I kinda thought she never wanted to see me again because of all the times I let her down and especially now. I never wanted to hurt her because she means so much to me. "V/N I'm sorry for -" Rose starts. "No, I'm sorry for everything. I know how much I hurt you and I know that I let you down. I've let you down so many times and yet you always stay. You've always made me feel better and helped me whenever I needed it. And I love you, Rose."

"I love you too V/N, and I'm always going to be here for you no matter what. I mean, we're family and that's what we do." She tells me with her eyes filled with tears. We both stare at each other in silence before I break it "R-Rose." I say "yes," She tells me quietly. "w-when I said i-i loved you, I meant as more than a friend," I say quietly. She stares at me with shock and disbelief in her eyes. My heart is racing and my palms feel sweaty. With each passing second, I feel more nervous and anxious about what she would say.

Does she like me too??? Will she leave me??? I start to regret telling her and all of these emotions are racing through my head. "V/N I-..."

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