Reggie's Sister

The visit

This chapter starts in V/N POV

The next day when I woke up. I got changed and headed towards Rose's house. I didn't want to just poof to her house because I was kinda dreading this visit. I mean I wanted to see Rose but not like this. When I mean like this, I mean a ghost.

This is the outfit-

Last night I did a lot of thinking about what I was going to say but I came up with nothing. I kinda wish she couldn't see me. Like yeah, it's cool and I'm glad I can talk to her but I don't want to come face to face with my problems. I really don't like confrontation and I know she's going to be mad at me for what I did. I mean, I'm mad at myself for what I did. I made everyone cry and weep over my death. Not exactly what I wanted or expected to happen. I expected to go to heaven or even hell. God, I would rather spend an eternity in a pitch-black void of nothingness than be here. I wish I knew what my unfinished business was so I could just poof out of here. Well, I'm not exactly sure what happens after we complete our unfinished business but I really hope I don't just rebirth. That would really suck!!!

Anyway, by the time I got to Roses house I was completely out of breath. Who knew walking was so exhausting. I sat on her front porch, hoping to catch my breath and distract myself from the fact that I would have to enter. The fact that once I enter, I would have to come face to face with all of my problems. So I took a deep breath then made my way to Roses room. I didn't feel ready but I knew it was time. So I quickly went into her room before I could change my mind. When I walked in, I immediately locked eyes with Rose. She looked shocked and angry at first but the more we stared at each other. The more I could see her face soften and with that, I started to walk towards her.

Rose's POV-

I see V/N walking toward me and suddenly my heart starts to skip a beat. It feels like this is all in my imagination but it's not. V/N is really here!!! I don't know what she is but she's here. My mind is racing with questions that I want to ask her but I get the feeling she's not in the mood for questions. When she makes it to my bed she sits down right next to me. Our eyes are still connected and I could feel the tension in the air. "Rose - I'm sorry," V/N says breaking the silence. I look down at my lap then look back at her sad teary eyes.

I want to be mad at her for leaving me but it's hard. She doesn't look or sound like she meant to hurt me but she did. When she left, my world turned upside down. I wanted to see the good in the bad but it was hard. When she left, there were so many things I wanted to tell her but now that she's here, I don't know what to say. I feel hurt and relieved at the same time. None of this makes any sense and I'm trying to comprehend what's happening but my brain is fried. I feel tears coming down my face as I turn away from V/N.

I can't look at her. All of this is just too soon and too fast. It's not like I can just erase the fact that she's dead. Like she's here but she not. At least not the real her. The real her would actually be alive. "Sorry for what??? Leaving me and hurting me??? For not thinking about how your death would affect others??? I had to go to your HOUSE to make sure your parents were ok. They found you dead on the ground in Reggie's bathroom and I had to receive a phone call from your parents - you left me in agonizing pain. How could I forgive you for that??? " I shouted at her with tears in my eyes.

"R-rose-" She starts, "NO V/N I CANT JUST FORGIVE YOU LIKE THAT!!!- You were the one who killed yourself. SO PLEASE LEAVE!!!" I say, pointing at the door. My eyes are filled with tears and my heart is shattered into pieces. "Rose - please read the letter," She tells me before she heads out of my room. WHY??? Why did I do that??? All I want to do is curl in a ball and forget that any of this ever happened. I want to scream and cry into my pillow or sleep so I can escape this terrible world. It doesn't feel like there's any good left anymore, well at least not for me.

As I laid down, I looked over at the stuff V/N gave me. Maybe I should read the letter. No, I can't, I'm done with her!!! I cant put up with this anymore. She knows what she did!!! But maybe she didn't. Maybe she was hurt like I am right now and that caused her to make a wrong decision. Maybe it caused her to take her life and hurt the people around her. Maybe I should hear her out. But how could I forgive her for the pain she inflicted on me???

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