Reggie's Sister

The letter

Thanks for reading and also sorry if it took a bit longer than usual. It was hard to write such a long letter...

I quickly poofed up to my room and grabbed (pencil and paper). I then sat down and started to write...

Dear Rose,

I'm so sorry for leaving you on bad terms but I just wanted to say thank you. You're the best best friend I could ever ask for. You were like my sister that I always wanted but never got. There are so many memories of us together and I hope you can forgive me for the choice that I made. I really really love you and hope you can move on. I know it will be hard but just know I'm right here next to you. I will always be right here for you and support you. I'm sorry I have to do this to you. It's just that I'm walking on thin ice and with each thing that goes wrong in my life it hurts me. As much as I wanted to stay for you, I can't because I can't do it anymore. I don't want to do it anymore. I want to be in a place where there is no suffering or pain. I know you thought we were going to grow up together and make many more memories. I know this isn't the way you thought things were gonna go. I mean, your my best friend in the whole world. I remember the day that we met in 3rd grade. You had just moved here and didn't know anybody but I came up to you. Since that day, we were inseparable. You were always there for me when things got tough. But you shouldn't blame yourself for what happened to me because it's not your fault. You tried to help me but I pushed you away. I'm the one who did this to myself. It's my fault and no one else's. It's my fault that I couldn't take the pain that the world put upon me. Honestly, just remember I'm in a better place where all the weight on my shoulders was lifted, where I am free and careless like I was all those years ago. I wish I could have stayed but the reasons to live just keep slipping away. I hope I'm not missing out on the future. I hope I'm not missing out on any memories we could have shared. Because there was so much we could have done. We could have traveled the world and then settled down just like how we always planned to do. I mean, nothing is stopping you from doing that without me. I mean, I'm never really gone. Because I will always be there inside you or just watching you from up there. Who knows, maybe the universe will find a way to connect us again in the future. But I really hope it's a while until that happens because I don't want you to die young like me. I want you to do all the things that I wanted to do. I want you to enjoy your life and take advantage of the world around you. I know you always find the good in things, which is one thing I really love about you. I mean there's so much to love about you because your perfect and you would always put a smile on my face. With you, I felt safe and I never felt alone. Your everything I could ever ask for so please don't let this bring you down. Yes, there is a reason why you should be sad but don't let it take over your life. Do it for me!!! Please let go of me. I'm not saying forget about me because I know you won't but I'm saying don't let it impact your life. Don't let it change the way you act or what you want to do with your life. Like I said before I'm always here and I'm never going to leave your side. We were made to be together because you and I are the perfect two. I wish you knew how much I loved you and how much I tried to live for you. But if you really think about it, none of us are really promised tomorrow anyway...

Love your best friend V/N

PS: (Remember I'm always here and love you) Also tell your family that I said thank you!!! Because they were also there for me whenever I didn't want to go home. They also gave me hope and joy. I wish I could be there for you Rose. I love you to infinity and beyond...

Once I finished writing the letter. I grabbed some photos of us and my favorite stuffed animal. I wanted Rose to have these so she could remember me. I'm gonna miss talking to her. I really hope she can move on because I don't want to see her throw away her life. I want her to live her life to the fullest and enjoy every little second of her life. I want her to do it for me!!! I need her to move on...

Thanks so much for reading!!! and I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Also please vote if you want

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